บท 60: Chapter 60: FIRST TIME

Once he'd left the room, the reality of what was happening set in, and I wondered if I was emotionally ready for being with Flynn Docherty. I'd dreamed about him since I was fifteen, and he was about to take my virginity. That was a huge thing to come to terms with.

A pang of guilt hit me, and I wondered if I should come clean with him about it being my first time. Then I remembered him saying he'd never take me in my bed if it was my first time, and the thought that he wouldn't do it because of that distressed me.

My mind flicked through so many things in the span of a few seconds, and I pondered if it was Lee's job to keep condoms for Flynn. I pushed that thought away, because despite everything, I could never imagine feeling the same depth of feelings I had for Flynn, with anyone else.