บท 15: Chapter 15: The Beginning Of November

Warning self harm mentions in this chapter from the start.

He left the room, went to grab me aspirin and water, he comes back handing it to me, I take it saying,

“Thanks babe, ” I smile up at him.

He leans down, kisses me softly, then pulls away saying,

“For you I’d do anything,” he smiles.

My heart melts, he was amazing at doing that, making me so happy, he was a better person, I hadn’t seen anger yet still, we were doing great, I mean I know there are plenty to come, we all have bad days, some worse than others. I was prepared, for anything now, I knew just how I would react, I wasn’t going to kill myself anymore, that wasn’t my answer, I needed to live, fight back, be stronger for myself, I had anything in life, and I tried to leave the world, I died for a bit, it wasn’t anything like they said it would be, it was blackness.