บท 13: Chapter 13: Blair’s POV
"There's something I have to do tomorrow that I'm kinda nervous about." I stated looking over at Alice who was snuggled up in a blanket next to me on the couch
She looked over at me cocking her head to the side slightly "And what's that?"
"I have to tell my adopted parents I'm moving out." I stated biting my lip
"Why do you want to move out so bad?" She questioned taking my hand in hers
I fell quiet for a moment looking down at the blanket "I hate Scott and I feel like even Sarah doesn't love me. I don't see the point in staying there when it's clear they don't care about me."
"Why would you think that Blair?" She asked concern in her voice
One major reason came to mind but I dismissed it immediately as I always did.
I rolled my eyes before looking up at her "They're hardly ever home and when they are, all we do is fight. I can't remember the last time I had a decent conversation with them. It's just like they expect me to be who they want me to be but I can't be that person Alice, I'm Blair, I'm not some girly girl with manners or whatever."
She gently tilted me head up by my chin causing me to meet her clouded gaze "Blair, I think you should talk to them, I'm not saying it's okay that they leave you all the time and then expect you to behave when they decide to show up. It's not fair to you and I'm very sorry that they weren't around very much for you, I bet you anything they do love and care about you though."
I looked down, unable to meet her gaze as I thought on what she'd said about everything and felt a tear slide down my cheek. If only you knew the truth, then you'd understand what I mean.
"No one loves me Alice, you don't get to say that." I mumbled out still not looking up
She squeezed my hand "You know that's not true Blair, please just give them a chance."
I rolled my eyes at her "You don't know shit about it Alice."
She glared back and at me and then threw the blanket off and stood up.
"I'm sorry." I breathed out "I don't usually talk about my feelings with people, I'm kind of shit at it."
"Yeah, you kinda are." She said rolling her eyes with her arms crossed
"I'll talk to them tomorrow." I stated rolling my eyes
She smirked "I'm going to have to ask you to stop doing that Miss Collins."
"Doing what?" I asked confused
"Turning me on when you roll your eyes, it's distracting since you do it constantly." She grinned before sitting back on couch again
I threw the blanket back over her and smiled "I'll be sure to do it more at school."
"You wouldn't!" She mock gasped before laughing hysterically
~The Next Day~
The day had flown by and Ms. Winters had looked amazing in her white button up and pencil skirt today, let me just tell you. She had to talk to some students after school, so I had left already and was halfway to my house. I do not want to talk to Scott and Sarah about this shit but I know that Alice truly believes we can figure it out somehow, we'll fucking see about that. I walked in surprised to find them in the dining room and they seemed equally surprised once they saw me.
"Blair? Oh my god hunny where have you been?" Sarah asked pulling me into a tight hug
I hugged her awkwardly before stepping back with my hands in my pockets "I was at a friends."
"You cannot just leave without telling us where you are going Blair." Scott said with a sigh, full glass of whiskey on the table in front of him
I rolled my eyes "It's not like you've exactly been home enough to dictate what I do Scott, you're never here. Not to mention the fact that even when you are you make my life a living hell."
More of a living hell than Sarah would ever know.
"It's still my house so you need to respect my rules." He yelled growing angrier by the second
"Alright, I'm moving out anyway." I huffed "You know I came here to work things out but I was right, you guys don't love me I mean seriously all we do is fight anymore. You can't expect me to be someone I'm not and you can't expect me to follow rules that are hardly ever enforced. I was fucking twelve when you started disappearing for trips so who exactly parented me huh? Oh yeah me. Who made sure I was safe? Oh yeah me. You know what fuck both of you."
I stomped out of their view and upstairs to my room before throwing my clothes into the suitcase from under my bed.
"Blair we do love you." Sarah said looking down at me with tears in her eyes as she entered the room "I'm sorry we were gone so much, I didn't realize how much it hurt you. Please let us make this up to you Blair, I'll stop going on the trips, please anything just don't move out."
"No Sarah," I stated coldly "What does it matter if I live here if you're always gone. You say you'll stop but I know you won't, I'm done."
She was now sobbing sitting on the edge of my bed "Please don't do this Blair."
"Why Sarah?" I questioned glaring at her "Please give me one good reason."
"Because we love you Blair." She wailed out "I love you so much, you must know that Blair."
"I don't." I shrugged unable to look at her while I continued packing "I'm an adult, I'm moving out, it was going to happen one way or another some day."
"I just don't want to lose you Blair, you're my little girl and I love you so much, I always have Blair." She sobbed pulling me into a hug
I hugged her back tightly and sighed "I'm still moving out but I wouldn't be opposed to seeing you sometimes."
She wiped a tear from her eye and looked at me "I promise I will always be there for you from this point forward Blair."
We'll see about that now won't we Sarah?
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