บท 174: My two favourite girls

I know that Darius said those things just to comfort me. Instead, I got even more anxious than I was before. 

"But I am the Dawn! I am supposed to protect my people. Now you say that I should rely on my people to protect me?" 

"Yes! It would be best if you relied on others until you bring out your powers. Once you become the Dawn, you will be unstoppable."

I was still not unsure about this whole thing. Ever since I was a kid, all I felt was thirst and blood lust. I really thought that I was just a Half-Vampire. 

Never once was I able to feel my sparks. Even now, I am unable to feel the gush of energy that used to flow throughout my veins. I have zero confidence that I could even be able to bring out a faint spark from my hands if I try now.