บท 29: Chapter 29
I scrolled my contacts in my phone and decided to call the one man that I hadn't talked too in months..... Suga.
He was the only man in the group that was always straight to the point and he detested lying it'd what I liked about him other than he is a great pillow when a nap is needed.
I hit the call button and it only rang twice before he answered groggily, "hey, princess I knew you'd be calling sooner or later, I saw the news. what do you want to know?"
"Tell me is it true? If so what do I do? I love him and my heart hurts..."
He let out a deep sigh and said, "has he tried to call you? Has he even tried to explain it himself? Because that in itself should be your answer... Just don't try and hurt yourself this time please... No man is worth it."
In a small voice I replied, "JYP is sending me to California... I will arrive in about 12 hours to L.A. can you pick us up? It will be my stylist and Mr. Lee only Maybe a few others that are my Entourage, Don't worry I won't do anything bad to hurt either company our groups or him."
A tear slipped down my face, when he said, "just don't get too upset when you see her here. She is living here in California."
My voice cracked when I stated, "you didn't answer me is it true?"
He let out a heavy sigh and then said, "it's true but he was so drunk that night he doesn't remember anything, at least that's what he's telling us, and yeah he was out of it that night, even though he'd only had one beer she was working at the club we attended.
The only one not there that night was the maknae. Jin and hope interfered before they could do anything but kiss, and Tae hit him hard already."
Quietly I said,"I thank you for telling me, I appreciate it. I knew you would be the only honest one with me, you have never lied to me before. I have to go pack now see you tomorrow I expect a bone crushing hug when I see you."
"Alright I will give you one, and thanks for not crying into the phone. you know how awkward I get with crying. See you tomorrow."
He then hung up his cell phone as I lowered mine I looked out my window and watched as the scenery changed silent tears rolling down my face dripping onto my shirt.
Allen eventually stopped at a gas station he then turned to me and said, "I know you want to cry out loud I know it's hard right now. God doesn't give us anything that we can't handle. think of this as him making you stronger for something a lot worse, or something that could be beautiful, but you have to be strong for."
"I know it's weird for gay man to talk about God, but even gay people believe in God. I believe that God loves us all gay, straight, trans, he loves us all, and he loves you." he then gave me his hundred watt smile showing off his perfectly straightened white teeth behind his full lips.
He then gave my hand and reassuring squeeze. Allen then got out of the car and started to put some more gas into it. I fixed my face in the mirror than got out with my sunglasses and mask on, I then went into the store I got an entire box cigarettes, a display box of dark chocolate and other snacks. I then went to the counter and paid for the gas, the cigs and food I haven't smoked a cigarette since I was in high school but I wanted nothing more then those menthols and a lighter along with everything.
When I got back to the car I got out a candy bar and opened it up and start eating it I then got out of cigarette and let it up Alan just gave me a questioning look but didn't say anything.
By the time we got home I had finished off an entire bag of chocolate giving the chips to Allen I also finished half a pack of cigarettes I felt bad that Alan was trapped in the car with me but at least I roll down the window all the way so the smoke wouldn't be too bad.
when I got home I gave Young Ja kiss on the head then went upstairs and took a shower I tamed All My Curls and got ready to leave.
I assumed Alan had already left to go pack his bags since he was no were to be found so I packed my backpack making sure to get my laptop chargers and noise cancelling headphones I also got a emergency set of clothing vans and hygiene products I threw in a bikini for good measure knowing I had rubber bands and make up already in there with my wallet passport.
When I was done packing I went downstairs, and told YaoChen what was up and gave him a spare key and the password to the house security and door. I than gave him a expense card from the company that they gave me.
I gave YoungJa a hug and kiss and told her to have fun and be good than I left to the awaiting van outside.
A team of guards and a manager was waiting it was uncle Lee, the guard that I lent my car too that I never got the name of, and two new Face's.
Uncle Lee gave me a hug than ruffled my hair with a smile saying, "hey kiddo we got new friends to work with this time around. Let me introduce you too your two new bodyguards and your new manager. Don't worry I know them all personally threw work and training they are good people. Now this is Song Ga-Yeon your manager."
He pointed to a pretty woman with long brown hair and a intense look in her eyes but at the same time she came off cute and sweet it was a confusing concept for me.
He than continued his introduction of the man next to her "Hwang Chal Soon this is my favorite princess Anna I have a feeling she will become your favorite princess too."
I blushed at this statement than bowed in respect to the extremely large man.
"Now Anna last but not least your other bodyguard Myung Ho Bae. This fellow here is one of my favorite students and he is a nice guy." He pointed to the guard that I hadn't gotten the name of until now.
I nodded to him and gave him a small smile then said, "I know him sort of I was going to recommend him for the Angels tour and for my solo tour. It is good to hear that you think highly of him too."
This got a proud smile from uncle Lee like a father hearing his child be praised by the president of South Korea.
I handed my luggage to uncle Lee than asked, "how is Mr. Hwang here going to fit his muscles in here? Especially since my hair stylist is a big man too..."
He laughed at this and said, "if all of 2pm can fit, he can, I have even seen all of got7 fit In Here we will be fine."
I nodded than decided that since I was the smallest in the group I would sit in the very back with him.
He flashed me an award winning smile than said, "please be less formal when you address me. You can call me oppa since from now on I will be protecting you like an older brother. That is unless you want more than you can call me daddy."
He than gave me a wink with a cute smirk that fit his boyishly good looks. His fit figure looked out of place in the cramped vehicle.
I blushed than scooted away not wanting to give him the wrong impression that I wanted him, I messaged suga that I had to bring 3 extra people now.
He gave me a thumbs up in acknowledgement as if doing anything other than that would show he cared enough not to be lazy.
Alan was waiting for us outside of his expensive looking apartment with its perfectly manicured law and we'll maintained shrubs. He was fiddling with his phone probably messaging his man saying, "Good bye." Or sexting it was not any of my business.
when my new manager she saw him she let out a dramatic gasp asking, "dang, he's hot is he single?"
This made me laugh so hard I snorted like a pig, I then said with a happy smile, "no he's not single and he's very much gay. He is dating my cousins Manny."
Chal Soon let out a squeal at my laugh than pinched my cheek softly and said, "your so adorable when you laugh it's even cuter when you snort."
I rolled my eyes than asked, "you do realize that I am your boss. That and just because I am little doesn't mean I can't hurt you. Plus only uncle Lee is allowed to pinch my cheeks I like him the most."
Uncle Lee who had been listening let out a hearty laugh than replied," I would listen to her she is dangerous and my favorite girl to train she's even scarier when she's pissed and training. Pissed off she could give Ga-Yeon here a run for her money. You also need to remember she saved herself from a kidnapping after being severely beaten and starved for 3 days. She is a fighter."
GA-Yeon parked the car I front of Allen who promptly put his bags in the trunk than he climbed into the backseat next to Chal soon and I putting me in the middle he than grabbed my side and pulled me closer to him whispering, baby girl what is up with all the fine men in this car? Are you trying to get me to cheat on Chenie?"
I hit him in the chest an replied, "Oppa, don't joke like that! They are my bodyguards plus only my manager thinks you're hot and my manager is a girl."
Allen raised a perfectly shaped eyebrow in disbelief He let out a sigh mumbling "what a waste of sexy man flesh."
The rest of the car ride was quite though Allen never let go of my side the entire ride it was nice that he understands that I might be joking and smiling but inside I am a tornado of pain distrust and depression.
When we got to the airport a sea of fans where waiting for me Mr. Lee was the first one out than the rest of the men my manager would bring the bags on a cart after she parks the car.
I was the last to leave the car I waved to everyone blew them kisses and even stopped to take photos and sign autographs.
There was one man that got threw Mr. Lee and gave me a kiss on the cheek. Chal Soon picked him up and placed him away from me quickly with a dark look on his face.
Chal Soon than got impatient with me so he picked me up than threw me on his shoulder than made his way to the privet waiting room me kicking and screaming the entire time.
When we got to our destination Allen wanted to interfere but mr. Lee stopped him he also stopped Hobae. .
When Chal soon put me down I did a round house kick to his chest which took him off guard than low sweeper his feet from underneath him I than looked down at him and said, "I am not to be man handled or to be taken lightly. Next time I will go for your dumplings and won't stop till I see blood. Those fans out there pay yours and my paycheck they deserve your respect and all the fans service that I am willing to give, and I'm willing to give a lot. Plus we are trying not to give tabloids shit to talk about dumb ass."
He just nodded in agreement still in a little daze, looking at the other men I warned them, "you all have been warned threw this man I will not tolerate rudeness towards me or my fans or anything that will cause a scandal."
Uncle Lee just gave me a proud smile while the other two men with gaping mouths just nodded an acknowledgement, maybe awe.
I looked down at Chal soon and asked, " what's the point of having all those muscles if you can't even defend yourself? I think you need some sessions with my uncle Lee here, it's pathetic that a 5-foot nothing girl just beat you up."
Uncle Lee snorted a little trying to stifle his laugh while Allen and Ho Bae helped the giant man up who had left his dignity on the floor.
GA-yeon at this time came into the room and grabbed Mr. Lee with a hushed whispering.
He than nodded to her than she and uncle Lee left I than got a text from Appa saying "Mr Lee, your manager and Ho bae are staying here I need them at the company have fun with Chal soon and Allen."
I let out a exasperated sigh and then watched as HoBae left the room also after checking his phone.
Allen came up to me and asked, "where is everybody going? Do they not like us anymore?"
I gave him appointed to look and then explained, "it's not that they don't like us it's the fact that they have to go to work for the company. so they're not going with us today we just have Chal soon accompanying us today."
He nodded in understanding then our flight was called for boarding Allen offered his arm and we made our way to the boarding area.
Chal Soon sat next to me as Allen sat in front of me they both where excited because it was their first time in first class Allen got out a camera and started to vlog in excitement I waved to the camera and blew it a kiss.
I knew that I was going back to my old self, the fake one that pretended she wasn't hurt, with the fake smiles, and the fake laughs. If I did it once I guess I can do it again..
I thought this part of my life was going to be over because of him, but I guess I'm not destined for happiness.
I put my headphones on and started to listen the BTS new song missing them, It's a good song, I could hear each individual voice that blended perfectly with one another, I drifted off to sleep listening to their whole album.
The next thing I knew was waking up cuddled next to Chal Soon whom I drooled on. I guess I was tired the flight attendant came on and announced "welcome to Beijing I hope you fly with Korean Air again."
We where the first to get off than we where escorted tour connection flight by security, The fans where crazy and I stopped and took a few photos and signed a few autographs.
One man even lifted his shirt revealing his beer gut and said "I am going to lose weight just so I can be hot enough to date you!"
I forced myself to blushed as if it was the first time a man did this to me then asked, "wouldn't it be unfair to all the other girls if I got you all to myself?"
He blushed I than signed his chest and was hurried away to the connecting flights terminal leaving the man in a happy daze.
This flight was going to be the longest flight of my short life, Not wanting to talk to anyone. I took two sleeping pills and got comfortable in my seat.
Right before putting my phone on plane mode I got a message from my sister saying, "give him he'll than take his balls. "
I smiled to myself she was never one to be passive my sister maybe she knows something I don't, or maybe she is just angry for me.
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