บท 3: Chapter 3
My head hurt something awful as if I had a hang over from hell. The only thing that was keeping me from fully coming awake was the warm pillow next to me thought I didn't remember. Buying a heated body pillow. Oh well I might as well get up and use the restroom. Though this pillow wasn't letting me up though. Cracking open one eye I the perfectly sculpted jaw line of a man I didn't know getting scared I quickly scrambled away from him and ended on the floor with a loud thump which woke him up. How strong where those pain meds the Dr gave me last night?
This man was Kwanghee my eyes widened and my mouth made a perfect o. He smiled down at me and said " you finally woke up huh..."
I just nodded than I remembered that I needed to pee really bad so I got up and ran out the door. I than realized I wasn't home but in the heavenly 7's dorm. So I quickly ran to the nearest bathroom trying to figure out how I got here and why Kwanghee was in my room.
After doing my business and washing my face I tentatively walked back to my room to find him still sitting on my bed.
So getting courage I asked" what happened? Why are you on my bed? Don't get me wrong that was the best sleep I have had in years just... How?"
He chuckled and said " well you fell in to my arms while fainting and when I carried you to your van to go to the hospital you finally let go. After the Dr fixed you up and gave you some pain meds you where released but , Even after we got you home you clung tome like you would die if I let go so I just stayed put and let you sleep falling asleep myself. Though I have a question where is the restroom?"
I pointed to the white door next to my de-stress blue and white dresser, I figured he had used it when I was in the other restroom down the hall.
He got up and went in I took that opportunity to grab some clothes and go to the other restroom in the apartment and quickly got dressed into some ripped Jeans and a off the shoulder black crop top.
Once I was done with my daily routine which consisted of brushing my teeth washing my face on putting a light amount of makeup on. I wrote him a note telling him to stay I was just going to the store to get some breakfast for everyone.
On my way to the open market I stopped at a clothing store and bought him a v neck t shit remembering what I felt like to hug him I got him some jeans it was embarrassing to as the male staff for help by using the staff as a reference by hugging all them.
Thank goodness they didn't mind because after wards they all asked for autographs and photos. This was OK with me I loved this part of my job connecting with people that I have influenced with my music.
I also got him a nice blue button up shirt. After everything was bought I went to the outside market and bought the groceries for breakfast and our packed lunches hopefully the large bandage on my arm won't effect my cooking.
Kwanghee was waiting on the couch for me he smiled when I entered the room I handed him his shopping bags that also includes a toothbrush razor body wash and deodorant and a brush for his sexily messy blonde hair.
I was biting my lips looking at him wondering how some can look that sexy right after waking up.. Than I shook myself out of my thoughts and went and put the food on the table that I was going to prepare.
Than I turned around finally using my forgotten voice saying " Oppa I bought everything you need in order to get ready there is even some clothing in there for you. You can use my shower in my room." Thoughts of him being naked down the hall swirling around in my head made me a bit flustered. why was I think of this man 10 years my senior?
I than blushed like no tomorrow and turned back around to prepare the food I was going to make. I was going to a Southern American breakfast for everyone which consisted of biscuits and gravy with eggs sausage toast and bacon on the side. I was also going to pancakes and hash browns. I was just finish up breakfast when Shay and Tana walked in I asked them to set the table for me they happily agreed since the food smell was almost euphoric.
Saying in a embarrassed whisper my cheeks flushed " umm. Kwanghee is in my room. He will be eating breakfast with us."bI felt my cheeks turn red as I said it.
They both giggled and Shay said "we know he is here since we let him in." "By the way why don't you ever act that cute around us huh? Every time we tried to get you to let him go you made the cutest sad face ever and whimper!" Tana piped in Her curly hair bouncing as she laughed at me.
knew by the end of breakfast I was going to have a fever from blushing so much I might get a fever from over heating so much.
Kwanghee decided to come out at that moment which made me blush even harder he decided to where the button up shirt unbuttoned and loose the v neck was a little tight on him so it showed he had some definition to his abs. If I ever had any lust for any man it was for this one In front of me. His eyes widened when they landed on the food I had prepared.
He went and sat next to me and asked "you made all of this while I was getting ready?" I rolled my eyes at him I couldn't help that he took forever in the restroom.
Replied with a proud voice "if there is one thing my mama taught me it how to cook so she wouldn't have to cook ever again. This is a simple breakfast where I come from." Waving my hand.
He than with a with a hint of curiosity in his voice asked "where are you from anyways? And what are those white mounds over there?"
With one of my few moments of genuine happiness I replied happily " I am from a small town in Oklahoma USA. Those are butter milk biscuits and you pour the gravy on them. I will get you some." I than grabbed the biscuit basket and held it out for him to take some he took two than I grabbed the gravy and poured some on top I motioned to the fork he took it and dug in his first bite he gave a very satisfied look than a thumbs up. Then went quite from shoveling the food into his mouth.
A series of rapid knocks on the door interrupted us so I got up and opened the door revealing Jackson, Mark, Cl and RM looking as if they where ready to go to work in the matching Running Idol shirts that had their names on the back in Velcro and Jeans.
I let them in and Mark started sniffing the air like a happy puppy than he said " O-M-G! Anna you cooked!" they than ran to the table and sat down while I went and got more plates and utensils for them. I placed it all in the middle and they hurried and grabbed what they needed.
Mark was the first to dig in than Rap Monster once everyone started to the entire table was quite from everyone eating.
Mark let out a satisfied moan then said in English ,"I love when you cook food from our home in America it make me miss my mom and dad thank god I know when I come here I can get cooking like my moms."
Mark was half Korean on his dads side his mom is a southerner from America who met his father while she was a military nurse on base here in south Korea his father was a fresh recruit that wanted to serve his country he entered the KATUSA program and during a train exercise he broke his arm marks mother was the attending nurse at the military hospital he went to the story goes the moment he laid eyes on Mrs. Kwan he new he was going to marry her so he stopped yelling and growing in pain just to impress her. Mrs. Kwan has another version of course but I like Mr. Kwan's more it was more romantic.
I noticed that the bacon and Sausage was running low because of the boys so I got up and quickly made some more and brought it back. Tana smiled at me because I put it between us girls a little farther away from the boys.
Once everyone was finished that's when it got loud they kept asking if I was okay and if I felt better. I just nodded too full from eating too much to talk.
Cl than asked "do you feel like you can go to filming today?"
Before I answered I asked Kwanghee the girls what their schedules were for the day.
They all said it was free day I than said " If the three can go yup I am up for it they can be special guest." Kwanghee said he need to call his company to see if it was alright.
After a short phone call he smiled and said it was fine. I let out a very high pitched girly squeal and hugged him realizing what I did, I let go immediately. Everyone started to laugh at me at once.
RM looked over at me and said "I have never seen this side of you so cute!!!" he than reached over and pinched my uninjured cheek.
Jackson started to try and imitate me and Cl just kept looking between Kwanghee and me until she asked "are you two dating?"
I blushed and said "No, I just meet him yesterday on his verity show. He than helped me when I got hurt. Plus he is way to good of a person for someone like me." Everyone gave me a frown at the last part of my sentence.
CL than frowned and got up and told me to go to my room. I just nodded and went with her following me. I knew she way going to yell at me I just didn't understand why.
Once we got in my room she sat me down and said " I know your past has made you feel unworthy for a lot of things but I. Am here to tell you that the person I see In front of me is beautiful inside and out." she made a point to look into my eyes before she continues on.
"You are worthy of love. Because if your not no one is. Your past is your past I know its what made you who you are today but you need to remember that their are millions upon millions of fans who think you are the best. Don't degrade yourself because when you do you are telling them that their hopes and dreams are no good also." her hands took mine at this.
"When you put yourself down your putting them down too, and calling them stupid for loving you. You are also putting down your friends like RM, Mark, Jackson, Tana, Shay, and the others for loving you its like calling us stupid for even caring for you. I want you to know I love you like my sister and I want the best for you always. Not just some of the time." she started to cry at that point which made me feel guilty.
CL was my role model I wanted to be tough like her. But, I had this feeling I wasn't any where near as amazing as her. I hugged her, so she would stop crying. Than RM and Jackson busted threw the door wide open in a flare of dramatics.
They saw us with our running eyeliner eyes puffy with tears rolling down our faces a complete spectacle, and so they joined the hug too.
Jackson was the first to speak he said "Anna do you know RM and I love you like the Little sister we never had?" I shook my head not trusting my voice .
RM than said "well, we do. and we are here to tell you that no man is ever really going to be perfect enough for you in our eyes."
Jackson than smiled "you are our baby sister and it hurts us when you put yourself down like that. It makes us feel like you really don't see how much we love you. It breaks our heart to see you upset and to see the fake smiles. When you are with Kwanghee today and yesterday with Soho it was the first time your smile actually reached your eyes. We want to see that all the time. We all have self doubt , but it is up to you to decide if your going to listen to it or if you going to push it aside and say 'hello bitches' I am here and I am awesome!"
Cl and I started to giggle at his CL song lyric reference. After that Cl and I went to my restroom and fixed our make up
Than I asked if what I was wearing was good enough for filming she nodded, we than all went out of my room and gathered the kids for a fun day since we where suppose to go to Lotte world for filming.
The pd seeing us got a great idea and asked if we could call all our band mates to come I just called jyp himself and asked if I could borrow got7, Shay and Tana for the day for filming he said yes. Everyone was showing up an hour after the calls. CL's members brought Deasung Top and GD with them to make up 7 members like the other bands.
Ze:A showed up too I internally fan girling at all of my favorite idols in one place the pd was not happy still so he called. Cube Ent and SM for more groups SM sent over EXO Shine and F(x). Cube sent over Apink Btob and beast.
I figured out what was happening the battle of the K-pop groups/ companies. My excitement was rising from being around so many positive people that had influenced me and my music.
I started to giggle than laughing out loud gaining everyone's focus. Once I calmed down I gave a high five to the producer and said "good job battle of the companies"
He smiled because someone figured it out. Though not fully that's when the CEOs of the companies drove up with their logos on their T-shirts they looked like they where ready to have fun.
I had to admit my CEO was the best looking out of all of the CEO's he was probably one of my favorite bosses to date.
Than the pd explained the rules who ever saves their CEO from the ice water dunk tank by finishing all the missions first wins the best company golden crowns. That meant team work. You have to find the mission card on each attraction. One more thing our wild card company Fantagio they will be judges their CEO unfortunately could not make it.
In a loud voice our producer in a megaphone said, "So give it up for Astro our judges. Please don't try any dirty tricks on them or your seniority to influence them."
I started to jump up and down in excitement my fan girl was out Astro is my current favorite band yeah they where a little young but they where like puppy dogs you just had to hug and my have the urge to feed and tell them they are doing a good job."
Jackson came over to me and tried to get me to calm down, which was ironic since he was always hyper. But I was so excited that I took his hands and started to make him to jump up and down our members not wanting to be left out came and joined us.
After I was done Jackson said "I think I want to see this excited side of you all the time! Seriously Anna who knew behind you cool and calm mask was a fan girl with a lot of aegyo." he started to pinch my cheeks and squish them together to make a squid face.
So I did the same thang back to him. We counted to 3 than let go of each other, Laughing. I liked this kid he always made my day better with his loud extra self and beautiful smile. This was going to be a long day of fun!
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