I could feel the perfume he was wearing, it was vaguely felt but still perceptible at close proximity, like where I was with him when he kissed me. I couldn't describe the scent I felt, but I could enjoy the sweet smell.
As I felt that, I thought about how I had never been able to feel the perfume Tyler wore on any given day or the one he would wear for a special occasion or if he would wear a different one just to come see me, maybe he didn't wear it but he could have done it for me. The one time I had him in front of me I couldn't even smell his scent the same way I did with Bruno together at the time.
I used to imagine what Tyler would smell like the day we could meet in person and leave the Maipad platform aside! To be able to enjoy a real conversation or simply to be able to feel the closeness of his body with mine, to be able to give him a big hug to welcome him and another one to say goodbye...