บท 53: MYS 53 Why me?

MYS 53 

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I kept running without permission. Passing anything that stands in the way without being able to look back because I'm very afraid that Jono is still chasing.

I'm so scared. Very much. Because I was too scared I ran faster.

Ignoring the sharp gravel that lay along the railroad tracks, my feet ran on their own towards the building. Go to the nearest train station.

Even the pain of my feet colliding with the sharp gravel wasn't enough to stop my running speed. The clatter of running filled all my senses of hearing, and the tears for some reason couldn't stop.

I don't know.

I am very confused and scared. It was as if an evil monster was chasing behind. I was afraid to look behind me just to make sure that no one was actually after me.

 My chest is full of a strange feeling that I can't explain. Like black butterflies are filling the entire stomach plus a black shadow that only I feel.