บท 4: CHAPTER FOUR
After getting better, I begged my family to let me go to school.
If I could finish the term here then I would transfer to another school in another town and start all over.
"Are you sure you should be in school?" Rin asked as I nodded softly before she sighed and then walked me to class.
"Come on eat." Rin tried to convince me to eat but I shook my head not feeling like putting anything in my mouth.
"Not hungry, I'll eat later." I said before I closed my bento and dropped my head on the table.
I was about to leave class to the infirmary to rest when I heard excited noises.
I froze in my chair as my body started to shake out of my control when I heard his name.
I wasn't thinking, I felt tears pouring and just when I was about to have an episode, I felt a large warm cloth on my head.
"Let's get you out of here." The class president, Kiba, a beta said as he and Rin helped me out of the class, cutting through the crowd without me looking at anyone.
We got to the nurse office which luckily was empty before Kiba got for me some pills that made me feel drowsy but calmed me down.
"I'll tell the teachers that you and Tomoki won't be able to attend class for the rest of the day." Kiba said assuring Rin that he didn't mind her staying here.
"Thank you." Rin said before Kiba looked apologetically at me.
He knew something but what?
His eyes revealed a truth that made me restless but then the medicine finally made me fall into a dreamless sleep.
Waking up, I saw that I had still had a few minutes before school would be over.
I looked at my side to Rin who was sleeping before I took my new phone and woke her up.
"School will soon be over." I told her before she yawned and stood up.
Going to the class, the halls were slightly crowded and I could here excited whispers before a classmate of ours walked to us.
"Have you guys heard? They say that Asami Satoo is engaged to Haru Aizawa. Apparently they're dating. I knew something was up with them, no wonder Haru never dates." The girl informed us before Rin looked at me giving me worried glances.
"I'm heading to class." I said before I walked pass that girl and Rin.
I was feeling so tired and lightheaded that my body just got heavier and heavier with every step that I took as my breathing became shallow.
I was so close to the classroom door, when I passed out in exhaustion in the hallway.
"Yuki!" Rin screamed as she ran to my passed out body and suddenly saw how pale I was.
"Let me help you." Rin heard a calm voice then looked up before her glare turned hateful.
"Don't touch him! We don't need your help!" She shouted at Haru, surprising everyone in school even Haru.
"I just offered..."
"Well I didn't ask for it from you. Don't you ever touch him or I'll kill you." She whispered with hostility before Akio came to her and Rin's focus left Haru who remained silent and watched as Akio lifted me in his arms and then walked with Rin.
"You're awake." Rin said as Hinata walked in with a tray of food and some supplements.
"Where am I?" I asked weakly as I looked at the drip connected to a vein in my wrist.
"You fainted so you're in the hospital." Hinata explained before she helped me up and started feeding me soup such I ate with no complaints before taking the drugs.
"Where's everybody?" I asked before Hinata and Rin looked at each other.
"They are at home, hospital wanted one guest and Rin's dad is gonna pick her up soon." Hinata explained before Rin nodded.
I laid back down after sometime before a male doctor walked in then adjusted his glasses and then frowned.
"You are clearly underweight, dehydrated, stressed and fatigued. You know your supposed to take care of yourself better so that you don't hurt yourself as well as your kid." The doctor said making everyone in the room silent.
"Say what?" Hinata asked as she looked at the doctor who suddenly realized none of us were aware.
"His pregnant. About eight weeks and his killing them both with his actions. We're leaving him here for the night, he can get discharged tomorrow." The doctor said before he took off, leaving us in silence.
I placed my other hand on my stomach before I slowly rubbed it up and down.
I was eight weeks pregnant. I was carrying the seed of Haru inside me and I was killing myself and it.
Even if I deserved to die, this child didn't, this child didn't deserve to be treated cruelly because I made a mistake.
I had decided that I was going to take care of it no matter what. I had to because it was my own responsibility.
"I'll call mom." Hinata said before she left and Rin held my hand.
I was crying but I wasn't crying in fear or regret, I was crying because I was scared of how my child would live in this judgemental society with everyone pointing fingers at him.
I mentally promised myself to protect it no matter what, no matter the cost.
"I'm keeping the child." I informed my family who were in the room as I placed my hand on my stomach.
"But you're still a child and a child can't raise a child." My mom said before I shook my head.
"It doesn't matter because I'm not killing it. It's not this child's fault and I won't kill it because of that. What if I do the abortion and something goes wrong? What if I die in the process or lose my ability to give birth? I'm keeping him because his mine."
"But what will you do when people ask about his father?" Dad asked before I looked sadly at the floor.
"He doesn't need a father. He only needs me." I said before I bit my nails hard.
"Please mom and dad, don't kill him, it'll be more than I can bear." I pleaded desperately as I stayed on my knees before my brother walked up to me and got me off the floor.
"We're keeping it. It doesn't matter who or how Yuki got him, it's still Yuki's baby and we're going to get through this together." Shino said before he stared at my father who sighed and nodded.
"We're going to protect you both son so don't worry." My mom said before I cried and thanked them for their support.
I dropped out of school not long after that then I and my family moved me somewhere far away from the capital so I could start live again.
I lived with my Shino during my pregnancy who helped me get medicine, took me to the hospital for checkup, getting therapy and also acting as my rock even though he was my brother.
The fact no one knew because I was different made people not to ask me personal questions when I bumped into them because I had developed phobia of people touching me and strangers.
Finally the nine months were up and then I was taken to the hospital where I was anaesthetised and operated on.
When I woke up, I saw my baby. He looked a lot like me except he had Haru's golden hazel eyes.
I have never been happier to have a son who made all the tears I cried at night because I was scared and alone with hardly any support seem like a bad dream.
I was happy with no regrets with my decision to give birth to little Takato.
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