บท 9: I AM STILL A VIRGIN

I saw him staring me, but I did not stare back, instead, I was just eating, I finished all the breakfast and tea which he brings for me, he was watching me with blank expressions,

"what, why are you staring me like that", I asked him,

"why you are eating like this", he asked in curiosity,

"like how, did not you asked me to eat, so I was just eating", I replied casually,

"but you were eating like you were starving by hunger, are you okay", he asked,

"I am fine", I said and got up from the bed, he was still standing there, staring me,

"Ouch", a scream escaped from my mouth as my feet crashed into the table and my finger started bleeding, well it was a small injury, but it was hurting a lot, he came running to me and quicky cooed me in his arms, and made me seat on the bed,

I did not notice bur tears were rolling down on cheeks, and he wiped my tears by his thumb and cleaned my finger,

"ahh, it is hurting so badly", I was whispering, but I know he heard that and then he applied some antiseptic on that and bandaged my finger, it was still hurting but better than before,

"It will be fine soon do not worry", he said caressing my hair,

"I need to go", I said getting up from the bed but he did not let me get up and pushed me on the bed,

"What is this Luther, let me go, I need to go on my work", I said, getting up again,

"you can not go anywhere with your injured foot, and one last time I am repeating myself that you will not work there again, not now or never, get that straight in your mind", he ordered me again,

"And who are you to order me, Luther, I have a little brother and I have to take care of him, I do not like when he asks for something and I can not afford, my graduation could not complete so who will give me a job in a company, I have to work like this okay, and you can not stop me", I yelled on him,

"You can not work there and this is my final decision", he yelled back,

"Why you care where I work huh, did not you left me already", I said, this time I did not yell on him, but my words definitely stabbed his heart, I know I am hurting him, but what can I do, do I have any other option, she was thinking, then suddenly he grabbed her hand and push her on the bed, caging her between his arms,

"Why you always like to get my nerves huh, can not you listen what I say in once", he said angrily, tears were rolling down from my eyes, this is the first time he is behaving like this with me,

"You are hurting me Luther", she said slowly,

"And what about the things you did to me huh, the things make my heart and soul bleeding daily, what about that", he yelled,

"Please Luther, it is hurting, let me go", I said in a pleading tone,

"Did not you stop him by taking you, huh", he said kissing me aggressively, I was crying so hard, but he did not stop just by that, I always loved the way he used to kiss me, so gentle and smooth, always took care that I don't get hurt or feel rough,

I missed his gentle and cute kisses, and today again he was kissing me, but it was so rough and I was feeling not good, I was trying to stop him, but he was not ready to listen to me,

He was forcing his tongue inside my mouth, but I was not allowing him to enter, as I was again trying to stop him, he entered his tongue inside my mouth, pulling my hands above my head and holding them by one hand he was caressing my hair by other,

I was wriggling, but he did not stop, his kiss was making me insane, I was crying like a mad girl, he finally stopped when he felt breathless, my hands were aching so badly and I was breathless too, as he leaves my hands, I sat up on the bed and I slapped him so hard, the shocking expression was clearly visible on his face, maybe he was not expecting this from me,

"How dare you slap me Jackcy", he yelled in anger, pushing me again on the bed he started kissing me madly, my slap awaken beast inside him, I never realized, my sweet Luther changed into a beast like this, he was never like this, he was not a who force a woman like this, in fact, he never saw another woman except me,

I was sp scared to see him like this, my whole body started shaking in the fear, he was not ready to listen to anything, so I decided to ask for help, maybe Elena or Henry could help me when he stopped for a second, I decided to scream, as I open my mouth for asking help, he put his hand on my mouth,

"Dare if you try to scream", he warned me,

"I am sorry Luther, please let me go", I was literally begging to him, he kissed my lips but this time so gently like he used to do in past, his kisses shifts to my neck from my lips and then to my chest, I stopped his hands,

"Please, do not", I said in a pleading tone,

"Why Jackcy, are you not liking it", he said but he did not stop, unbuttoning my top he was kissing my chest,

"Luther I beg you, please stop, I, I am, ", I was trying to say him, but my words were not coming out from my mouth, my throat was dried, feeling I will blackout again,

"You what, huh", he asked to stop for a minute and staring into my eyes, "I, I am, I am still, a, a virgin", I managed to say with my shaking voice as more tears rolled down to my cheeks,