บท 8: I STILL CAN NOT FORGIVE HER

Luther's Point of View

I wake up before her in the morning, she was sleeping so peacefully, I tucked her hair behind her ear, her hand was on my chest and she was cuddling in me as I opened my eyes,

I craved for her so much, I love to touch her, I missed her candy lips, I want to devour her body, I love her so much, my biggest dream was to marry her and worship her milkwhite body, but she gave her purity to someone I hate most, it is not like I love her for her purity, I love her soul till now, but why, for god sake why she deceived me like this,

I loved her more than my life, how could I forget her deeds, I got up from the bed and went to the bathroom, taking a quick shower I came out, I saw her shoulder get exposed as she changed her direction in her sleeping, there were scratches on her bare milk-white shoulders, and a bloodstain on her top, I thought I should not send her home like this, but before that, I have to take care of so many things,

I changed into a jogger and a t-shirt, after getting ready, watching her one more time, I locked the door and went down, I woke up a little early than usual, so Henry and Elena were still sleeping,

I went into the kitchen and removed my t-shirt and tung it on the wall, then I put the burner on the gas, for making tea, my princess likes tea a lot, I decided to make white sauce pasta for her in the breakfast, and I also like it, plus I am so hungry,

I did not eat anything since yesterday morning, I boiled pasta and in that time my tea was ready so I put the burner aside, and start making my white sauce for the pasta, in half an hour my pasta and tea were ready, but I checked no one was awake still, but the aroma was filling my nostrils and my stomach started growling,

So I make myself comfortable at the dining table and served myself pasta and tea, and started eating, I was thinking about my princess, how uncomfortable she was the last night, she was having nightmares, my appetite lost when thinking about her condition, why things turned this way,

I hate god for doing this to me, and hate my princess for deceiving me like this, I tried to finish my breakfast but I could not when I was lost in my thoughts,

"Wow, what an amazing aroma after a long time", Henry commented patting my back, he was just saying this to cheering me, no doubts Elena makes wonderful food,

"Did not you slept last night, is everything okay", he asked me after a pause,

"Will you do not serve me breakfast Luther, I am hungry", said Henry dragging me out from my thoughts,

"Of course I will why not, sit here", I said serving him pasta and tea,

"Hmm, yummy, I loved it", he said as he took a spoon of pasta in his mouth, I am a good cook, I know that I thought, roaming my hands in my hair,

"You enjoy your breakfast, I will take the breakfast for her in my room", I said to him and he nods his head as he was busy eating, I put pasta and tea for her in a trey when I was going out of the kitchen, Elena was coming in my direction,

"Good morning Luther baby", she used to wish me like this, I wish her back and quickly left from there, I know she was going to ask me about her because she knows I never eat breakfast in my room or nor I bring any friend to my room,

she probably knows that only she could be here again, but I did not give her a chance to ask me, because I do not want to face her now, I went into my room and open the door slowly in case if she was sleeping, and I was right, she was sleeping so peacefully, there were no worries on her face, she slowly opened her eyes, as I put the tray on the table, she rubbed her eyes and try to get up holding her head like it was aching so badly,

"Good morning", she wished me in her angelic but trembling voice, I did not wish her back, no matter how much I cared for her, I still can not forgive her,

"Are you okay", I asked her, but she kept her mouth mum,

"Are you okay Jackcy", I asked her again but this time pressuring my words,

"Why did you saved me if you still hate me this much Luther, this much hate that you can not reply to my good morning wish", she managed to say with difficulty like her throat was burning, I try to make her drink water but she refused, I forcefully hold her neck and make her drink water again, this time she drank it slowly,

Jackcy's Point of View

"Eat your breakfast and then take a shower, then I will drop you home", he said like ordering me,

"I will go by myself, you do not need to bother yourself because of me", I said to him very slowly, but I know my words hurt him a lot,

"Look Jackcy, do not force me to force you, just do what I say, otherwise you will not like my way of saying", he said again in a calm tone, but I can feel his anger in his beautiful green eyes,

I like his green eyes a lot since we were in high school, his green eyes always seem me like a calm ocean, but now whenever I see in his eyes, I feel heavy storms in that green ocean,

I quickly started eating the breakfast he brings, he made the breakfast with his own hands fo me, I felt somehow special once again like before and started eating like a stupid animal who did not eat for so many days, I know that he made this, how can I forget the taste of his hands, he was watching me with confused expressions, like what is wrong with me all sudden, but I ignored him and started eating again,