บท 23: Chapter 23
Author's Pov***
Soul switching..
Isabella admits that commiting suicide was the most pointless thing she did on her life. Because she was carried away with emotions, lowliness and loneliness. If she could have realized before she did that.
She's still looking back to the things she afraid to know, she was afraid that she might forget her reason why she's fighting back to death.
As she can see the reflection of her soul in the river they used to go too, she faced her punishment knowing the fact that she isn't born this world and time, yet she insisted going back to save her generation. For whoever reason, it must be her choice to fulfill, and now there she is, reflecting and regretting.
She took a step out from that place, because it was making her more even a loser, until she saw that Senor Armando and her great grandmother Isabella was on their way, she had also found out that Senor Armando was on her side every step of the way she was on the process of recovering. It supposed to be her, not her great grandmother.
For the short time she's here, she realized that loving is a total sacrifice, she put her life to it, and keep her faith believing she could have loved him, the way he loves her. She wasn't the same person, she was.
That's why her great grandmother was wondering how it was too easy for her to catch Senor Armando's attention, knowing that Senor Armando isn't even interesting on her great grandmother when she was still alive, she finally have learned it the moment she dreamed about it, and found out that it isn't her great grandmother he loves, but Isabella who was born in the future, not in his time.
Her great grandmother had been very selfish loving him to the point that she wasn't able to pay the debt of how Isabella had sacrificed herself just to get things back.
And now Isabella was hopeless on how she would be able to control the future, if she isn't existing.
She simply took a branch of every tree she just passed by, she tried everything to forcely attached things to her, hoping that someone could have helped her get through it, if she can possibly moved and write things she wanted to say
"It's the only way she can get through with soul switching", and that every moment of it she was thinking of Senor Fedel which has been one of her friend on her time and in her world where she was born.
Flashbacks****
They were together going back and forth to the hospital where her brother was confined, and he was there when her brother died because of Leukemia, he took the responsibility when Isabella was confined in the hospital.
And now here she is.. . facing a hard thing, working out for soul switching on which she finally realized how Senor Fedel did his best to be loved by her.
And now it's her time to helped herself out from it, this time she's wishing to turn back time where Senor Fedel could have helped her saving her life and soul, Isabella did her best to atleast pull out some things for her to be acknowledge if someone would see that she was still living even if she was a lost soul out of her body.
"Where are we going?"
she saw her great grandmother was facing Senor Armando happily, she might thought she can fooled her like that. But then again, she picked up some rocks near to her and tried throwing it to the river, where Isabella almost have catch the waters.
"Why are you doing that?" I know you can see me, she told her that way but she never speak up, not until Senor Armando told her,
"Did you feel something weird today?".
"No?", she keep insisting that, everytime Senor Armando speak up about the memories they had, she refused to answer it, not even remembering the first time they held hands to each other exactly on this place.
Isabella felt warmth around her and that she was thinking it might be the good time to speak with Senor Armando, she whisper words on his ears and that she know he feels her. At her gesture, she knows her soul was still living with the memories.
"Senor Armando, I am here".
When she was about to do it one more time, her great grandmother throw another rock on the river and the water was all thrown to her.
"Let's go" her great grandmother was now forcing Senor Armando to get out from this place, Senor Armando asked her again and told her why she wants to go from afar. But she refused to answer it, not even a single word.
She faced me with an angry face, fixed her eyes on me and trying to convince me through her eyes to leave her the way she wanted too.
I wasn't attached to her anymore, I learned that she was deliberately obsessive to him, knowing how that love was so selfish, and became her another obsession.
She never refused the things Senor Armando did to her, she even wanted to kissed him, even the moment she felt re-connected, she can't controlled her feelings anymore.
l have to step forward and watch them loving each other, and this time I forcely grab the branch of a tree which was left broken, I took a heavy step forward and was about to throw it away to the direction they had. But one person took it away from me while saying'..
" I know you're here, I know who exactly Isabella is".
Go ahead, have a rest and Jelu will keep working on your dreams, don't worry she appears on my dream last night and that she told me everything that happens to you.
I calmly faced Senor Fedel, hopeful.
He was the person who knows whom Isabella exactly, so maybe that's why he never take any chance of meeting my great grandmother. He knows everything, he is.
Senor Armando was fooled after all, he just known Isabella on her appearance, the Isabella he loves isn't born into the time he has, not even the same world he had been, he was loving the future Isabella, which love was unreplaceable. Isabella knows that Senor Armando still feel the warmth on her through her gestures and the wind that keeps blowing into his direction, even if how many times his heart keep rejecting that feeling.
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