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"Fuck this." I expected him to kiss me aggressively or take me home and make out, he should know I'm lying, does he even know me at all? All this time we've spent together, we fell in love, or was it just me?

But he did what I hadn't expected of him. He turned around and held Seulgi's hand and walked away.

He walked away….

I'm petrified, not out of fear, but of the void he has left behind. A line of tears, make their way down my cheeks, finally out, serving their purpose, my lips quiver, "D-don't leave m-me…" I utter, only audible to myself and I collapse onto the grass, the cold wet grass. All my hopes shatter, I'm not just crying, I'm breaking.

"Hikari…" I feel arms engulf me from behind, a warm embrace envelops me. It's Kenma. I turn around and he hugs me harder, and I cry harder. I'm letting it all out, what more can I do, I'm always a liability, never capable of anything. I'm worthless, inept.