บท 9: Chapter Nine
Caro POV"
We walked towards the car park, all of a sudden I do not know what took over me but I was just jumping him. I griped him once again and kissed him roughly wanting more, I feel like just blending into him. I will say he was not expecting the kiss neither was I expecting me to act like this I am always together never misbehaving but not having control over me had never happen, he held me strongly fueling this crazy passion I feel. He then pushing me to one of the cars my back to him. He parted the slit of my dress raising it up gentle then slip his hands into my laps moving up, he tore off my lace thongs, another strange passion hit me and my body body shook in surprise. I felt so strange so I tried to look at him and asked him what he is doing to my body, but he gently pushed me back to the car and placed the torn material on the car, lifting up my gown carefully over my butt. When my naked butt is fresh out in the open. He stopped and I wondered why I senced him searched his body for something then stopped and asked
Are you on pills?" he asked me and I felt my face burn up with embarrassment, I was not on pills. I have not had sex in a very long time, although I had lost my virginity at the age of sixteen, I had not had sex after that one time I could still remembered it like yesterday.
Samuel was my elder brother's friend and when he told me he liked me I had said an instant capital letter NO. Then he won't stop bothering me to give in to him. Give him a positive reply. but I had remained adamant not ready to give in. He pressed on nonetheless, insisting his love for me cannot be quantified. So after much pressure from him I had giving in a little to have him off my back and we started dating. One thing I wasn't comfortable with, was the fact that he wants us to keep the whole dating thing a secret from my brother and every member of my family. I had asked him why, his only reason was, he wasn't sure my brother will approve of our been together. I am sure it is because my brother knows about all is escaped. I must say I know this because when ever the five friends sits together in my house all they ever talked about is their escaped with different girl. Most time Samuel atrocities with the female folks outstand others and so they end up always talking about Samuel's promiscuity, the reason I did not want to date him in the first place.
On one occasion he asked me out for a date and I said no. Reasons I do not like going out, and I am hardly wants to separate myself from my novel, hence my pleasant answer is always no. He got so furiously mad and called me all kinds of names from the worst girlfriend ever, to a bloody teaser and a cheat, if not I would have giving him a whole more than more than just kissing: in the six months we have been dàting.
I said nothing and he stormed out.
Later that evening I was sent to the shopping complex down my street it was getting dark all I just wanted to do was run down and back to my novel. As I picked up my pace I felt someone taped my shoulder I looked back and saw him walking behind me. He came closer to me and whispered in my ears,
"Wants to try something new." As usual I said no, but before I could react he dragged me into a dark Alie, everything happened too fast for my comprehension, the next thing I know is, I am on the floor with his hand holding my two hands above my head in an iron grep. His laps pinning my legs down he was to powerful and this prosidure was painful. His daily Jim with my brother had paid off. O tried hard to free me from him but I can't and I know people hardly takes that root so the chance of been save is almost slimmed to nothing. So I fought harder but soon I got tried he watched me try myself out then the years started to flow
"I know this is your first time, so I came prepared" he said while I sob and begged him not to rape me, he paid no attention to my word but instead said
"If this will help. I want you to know I always use comdom with the girls I sleep with, so you can be rest assured that I have no sexual transmitted disease, you are my first virgin, forgive me I just have to know what fucking a virgin feels like." Uncontrollable tears run down my chick as I begged him to stop. I watched him bring out something with his free hands and applied it on his junior, tour my pants. He widen my legs with his two knees and the next thing I felt was him driving into me, tearing me a part, as his free hands quickly short down my scream. I hook my head vigorously trying to free myself, my head from him
He gave me a little time to adjust to him than hammer home, like some wild devils were chasing after him all I felt was pain from the start to the end.
He released his seed in me and then slowly withdrawed. I didn't make any effort to stand as there was no fight left in me. He looked at me then went on his knees and began to beg me, I looked away. He didn't hear my plead why should I hear or accept his. When he saw I wasn't listening he brought out pills and gave them to me
"At least let's make sure no unwanted thing results from this" I eyed him and took the pills from his hands and swallowed it without water. He helped me to my feet and I adjusted my clothes noting the blood stain
I headed to the shopping complex as if nothing had happened ignoring him totally as he pleaded besides me blaming his actions on anything and anyone but himself.
I bought what I was sent with him by Mysore all the way promising to pay for what I bought. The glaring look I gave him silence him for a while till we left the shopping complex and went back home at my gate he stopped looked into my eyes and said
"Please don't tell your brother this happened between us please I will do anything you want " when I didn't say a word he said
"Damm, then this is how this goes down?" He then started to run away, I looked at his departure puzzled
When I got home, one look at me my mother notice something is not right and when she noticed the blood, she asked me what happened. I told her everything, leaving nothing behind. She cried silently and waited for my brother to return. The instant my brother walked into the house my mother called him aside and told him everything I told her. He took his shirt once more and dashed out my mother called out for him to be careful, at least call his other friends as backup and midiators but he did not answer.
He returned hours later while we were all panicking anything bad could have happened to him, but not happened because Samuel vanished into thin air. My brother and his other friends searched for Samuel for over two months to no avail, nobody saw him after that day so we all swept what happened to me under the carpet and moved on. I for one moved on but never allowed myself to be in a compromising situation until this day never had sex again so I never used pills never had to, not even with the dubious Daniel
I feel embarrassed he asked but then I braced up, looking into his eyes I said
"No I am not" then suddenly I felt this urge to explain "I have no boy friend for a while, so I didn't think I needed one"
"Okay I will just have to rely on withdrawer then." Is that even wise I thought to myself, we can jolly well wait till we get to his or my house no not my house certainly. Checking in on me the passion is dyeing down for me, but instead I said.
"Okay please be care….."He drove into me before I have the chance of finishing my sentence. And I felt him tearing me apart once again, I am drawn to the old pain once again. Everything in me refused the invasions I wanted to cry stop please just stop but Instead I dragged in air ready to face my demons but then I felt him touch my core, a mourn escaped from deep inside of me as I felt him expand my walls in one push; this time in a good way, God I know I have never felt this expanded and he might just have ruined me for any other man.
He pursed, giving me time to adjust to him, then just when I was about asking if that is all I should expect, he started hammering into me at an unbelievable paces. I let out screams calling him to stop; he placed his hand on my mouth to shut me up.
My head spin, my toes curls, as he dragged me with my hair arcing my back at an angle. I felt him hitting in my womb. The pain and pleasure drove me nuts but his hands was constantly on my mouth smothering out the sound
He kept pounding into me as my lower abdomen began to ache badly I felt I couldn't take it anymore but my hips keeps pushing back for more. My scream became silent. I opened my mouth and no sound came out as an orgasm suddenly rock through me, my body shook with the orgasm.
He steadied me with his hand and slowed down a little, withdrew and rammed back in, picking up his pace once again. Just as I thought he was close to finishing off, he pick up a super speed, not relenting as my second orgasm do me over. He kept hammering on like the bull, I struggled to get out of his hold but he will have none of it as he held me in an iron grep, he repositioned me and when he noticed I had relaxed towards him, he lifting one of my legs up and working my clitoris with one hand and pinching my tips with the second.
I screamed my third release as I felt him shooting his seed into me, I felt him pour out over and over again into me as all energy left my body. I felt him moved away quickly as I put down my leg slowly giving my body chance to recover, I picked up my thong and used it to clean up myself. I felt some of his seed runs to my leg I guess my womb can't hold them all; so much for withdrawer method, then I adjusted my gown.
I looked at him and he was staring at me strangely, so I felt the need to say something just to distract him; his look is making me feel uncomfortable, like he was just seeing me for the first time or he wants to see into my soul
"That was something else, thanks." He kept staring, I have never really have after sex experience with someone I really like,vi feel so ackward so I picked up my clutch and brought out my phone.
I opened the Uber app turning my back to him and see him looking over my shoulder. I should really get out of here I feel cheap, of all the places to have sex it has to be a car park
"What are you doing?" he asked me. Wasn't that obvious I thought to myself. I want to carry my cheap self out of here or something but instead I said
"I am calling an Uber"
"Why?" he asked again I wondered what was wrong with him because I am sure he his not slow to understanding so long sufferingly I said
"I will need to get home you know" and take drugs before your seed start taken shape in me I finished in my head.
"Can I ask you a question?"
"Yes"
"Do you regret this?" He asked looking me straight in the eyes as if trying to reading into my soul
"No, far from it." I felt my face burn how can I regret the best sex I ever had, I mean the only sex I had ever enjoyed.
"Then will you want a repeat" a repeat means dating this wonderful man why not I will surely want that
"Sure thing only I am exhausted" I said feeling the burning sensation in my lower region. I am so sure that place will deliciously ache for may days, judging from all the story I have heard and read. But some say if you give it some hour and then go at it agin, then one is bent to have the best sex ever I do not know if I should try.
"Then get in the car, I am taking you home." He said and I quickly look at him, his he taking me to his place, making me his own? Are we not moving too fast?
"Really to your place?" I asked hoping he will say yes then I can get to enjoy that all over again
"No to yours." My face fell but I quickly tried to masked it before he can notice my disappointment. Then I remembered the state of my one room accommodation. I will never take a man there not in my right senses if you asked me.
"Oh no not mine, it's not conducive." I said moving away from him giving him space. He dragged me back to him maintaining eyes contact
"Do you want to be mine?" He asked, excitement dance in me as I knew I will not like to let him go if he will have me.
"I will very well want to" I said this time not looking away or trying to hide my emotions from him
"Then give me your address" I look at him again and desperately hope I won't regret this action; because I do think it is not wise and hotel is better, I suddenly wished there is an hotel room I could easily use as my house but none I do not live that life anymore. Something deep down tells me to call this night over now. Instead against my better judgement I called out my address slowly. A very big smack took over his face. He gently led me to his car opened the door for me as many things runs through my mind. I wished I had known him before now. I wished I had not let him take me in the park like that. But the deed is already done. My mind wondered to the drink he gave, me be he drugged me as I started to over think the situation and began to get agitated, I felt his hands on my labs reassuring me, comforting me, then it deliciously slipped into my thogs. My eyes unconciously rolled back and I let my body go as is two fingers worked my vcard. He was purposely working my vcard to keep me distracted
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