บท 2: Cruel children ...
... Why? ..... Why god? ..... Why did you reborn me as Sakura's little sister? .... Why did you reborn me as a girl? ..... That's the price for my wishes? ..... Or did you not even give me the wishes I asked for? ...
I just cried and cried nonstop, Mom and Dad ran into the room to try to calm me down, but it didn't work, I just cried harder ...
How did I find out that I am a girl? .... Well, I already had a slight suspicion for my clothes (which were feminine, skirt and t-shirts with ruffles) and also for the bedroom furniture ... But I still had hope, I tried to convince my brain that I was a man ... But even that didn't work completely ... And today, I finally gave up and accepted my destiny ... Since I finally discovered my name ...
A visitor arrived and from what I understood they were asking for our name, and Mom answered.
Sakura Haruno and Saori Haruno ....
Yes ... Sakura is my sister, I'm sure of it now ... Now I ... I'm Saori Haruno ... I heard that name several times ... But I tried hard to convince my brain, which didn't work ...
We will not think about it anymore ... Being a woman shouldn't be so different from being a man, will it? .... No ... It must be very different, especially in this ninja world ....
Damn ..... I swear with my blood and soul, I will never in my life ever date a man, I swear ...
My crying continued for a long time, until my baby body could not stand it and fell asleep.
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3 years later...
Three years have passed since my discovery that I am actually a girl .... And I have been struggling with nails and teeth since that day.
My baby phase has passed, and it was a difficult time, with nothing to be doing, just sleeping and imagining things ... Well, in the middle of it I could crawl on the floor ... It is better to say that I do the same thing Sakura.
From the moment I discovered that God reincarnated me as a girl, I decided not to trust him anymore. Therefore, I am acting on the assumption that my wishes have not been granted.
So childhood rules. 1 ° Do not act differently than a baby. This so as not to have a Yamanaka entering my mind (It almost happened when I was crying nonstop, after discovering that I am a girl.)
2 ° Do the same and show the same intelligence as Sakura. This is so that I don't get Root's attention ... So many fanfic I read, with several warnings about Root, made me pay attention to them.
3 ° Fighting anything that can make me become feminine ... I will not be a girl .... Never ... I will not accept this ..... (Well, that will never draw attention Root or the Yamankas.)
So the 1 years and 6 months of my life were following these rules, practically imitating anything that Sakura does, except the physiological things in my body, which are impossible to control.
From the age of 2, Sakura started to show a very big intelligence to a child, so I showed the same ... We started walking together and playing together ... But it always resulted in a fight ... Seriously, Sakura is even more boring in person than in the anime.
Well ... I can't say that I dislike her, when we go to sleep she hugs me and we snuggle together, it's very comfortable. And there are times when I cry for remembering that I am a girl, she comes and comforts me by giving me a hug ..... Cof ... But she is still boring ....
About the third rule ... I followed the streak ... Before the age of 2, I didn't fight against the feminine clothes that mom tried to put on me, but when I finally turned three, Sakura started showing a lot of intelligence, enough intelligence to choose the clothes she likes.
This was my opportunity, so I fought any women's clothes she brought me. Mom was very angry because the clothes were all cute ... I even felt a little sorry ... Coffff .... Ah ..... No use hide ... Isn't it? ....
Well ... I, as a teenager in my previous life, had a strange hobby .... I liked cute things ... So I always bought lolis action figures .... They are very cute .... And seeing these clothes, they reminded me of them, that's why I regret it ... Well, Sakura continued to use them, so she was a getaway for my hobby as she is very cute, especially with these clothes ...
About the clothes I wear ... I ended up having to wear girls clothes, Mom never bought me boys clothes and I had no right to choose ... Some were white, light blue and most were pink. .. And others were very cute ... Mom chose, I couldn't complain, since more than 99% of what she brought I complained ...
By the way, at the age of 3 Sakura and I could already speak ... Spending three years surrounded by unfamiliar lines makes him learn that.
An annoying thing, is that everything around is feminine and pink ... Dad did not bother, I think being a man with pink hair made him get used to that color.
Not only was our room that color, even the bathroom was that color ... And as for the bath ... It's complicated ... Mom always baths us, so I don't worry about that yet ... I always avoid pay attention to my body, I can forget that, by playing with Sakura in the bath ...
And since childhood until now I wear diapers .... Cof ... Well, Sakura does the same, so I haven't changed this craze yet ...
I also started writing in a secret book, all the things I remember about Naruto. At first it was difficult because of these little hands, but I managed, of course it was with my tongue, and I also hid it well, so no one should find it. It would certainly be strange for someone to see a pink notebook with unknown letters filling more than 100 pages .....
One thing I remembered while writing, is that around 5 ~ 6 years old, children of clans can use chakra. At 6 years old they enter the gym, so there are only a few years left to start training, something that I am anxious and also afraid of ...
It is very likely that I will not receive the wishes I asked God ... Now I can understand the meaning of "Good Luck" that he gave me ... Well ... I shouldn't have been reincarnated, that's the truth ... I hope that I can live in this cruel world.
Hey Sakura ... I already told you not to pull my hair like that ... You forehead .... Take that tickle then ... Muhahaha, well done ... No ... It is not for you to take revenge, stop. .. Ahhahahahahahhaa. No, not there ... This is my weak point .... No ... Hahahahaha ....
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Mom is taking us to a new and fun place today, that's what she told us. One thing I realized is that until now I have met few children our age, something that is not normal in my previous world, because there is a school for children between 2 ~ 5 years old, but here Mom is always taking care of me and Sakura.
Remembering now, I only met 3 children, and they were older than us, they were probably related or something, since they had hair similar to Mom's.
As soon as we arrived at the place, I saw several children our age ... And they were all girls ... Mom said to go and play, while she went towards the other mothers.
Sakura walked forward without fear ... Sakura is very smart and she is only 3 years old ... In the anime I remember that she had low esteem ... I tried to change that, so when she makes me happy I call her cute and intelligent what makes her very happy. (She is 3 years old, but it seems that she is 7 in intelligence).
Well ... When she is being very boring, I call her big forehead and Sakura always says superiorly that she is older than me ... She was born 2 months before me .... If it weren't for her always talking the exact date March 23, I would never remember that ... By the way, I was born on May 25...
I'm not a doctor, so I don't know if that's possible, but it's strange, I never heard of it in my previous life ... But it's even more strange that I'm in Naruto ... So it must be possible in some way...
Everything I did in those three years seemed to help her in her high esteem, since she arrived at the children without any fear (Unlike someone....)
"Can we play with you? ..." Sakura asked the girls in front of us. I was behind Sakura watching curiously. Well ... To tell you the truth, it was hidden on her back ...
"Who are you? ..." One of the girls with blond hair asked on behalf of everyone. Is she the leader?
"I am Haruno Sakura. This is my sister Haruno Saori." Sakura introduced herself happily, the blonde-haired girl turned her eyes to me, it scared me and made me hide my face behind Sakura ...
You know in the previous life I wasn't exactly a social person ... And I think that turning into a girl and coming to Naruto made it worse ... I realized this only now ....
"I am Yamanaka Ino ... You can play with us." So she's Ino, I didn't think I'd find her anytime soon ... She nodded excitedly. I heard some girls calling Sakura a testuda, it made me scared that she had low self-esteem, so even though I was scared I put my head next to Sakura and said.
"She may have a bigger forehead than you do, but the ninja bandanna is supposed to fit on her head. As for you, I bet that even if you do, it won't fit on your forehead. Bleeee." Yes .... I don't know where that courage came from, but I said that and I even showed them the tip of my tongue ...
They stood in shock .... Even Sakura looked at me, I didn't understand why ... So I could only blink my eyes ...
"Le ... Let's play ... Let it go. Let's play hide and seek ..." All the girls nodded, and one started counting and all the others went into hiding, including me ... .
I was hidden in an easy place to find ... I think the seek appeared near me but did not find me, am I that good at hiding like that?
I don't know what happened ... But I was hidden there for a long time, when I got tired and looked around, the girls were playing catch-up, even Sakura was .... I approached again and they let me in, but I was ignored, nobody tried to catch me but Sakura ....
I didn't realize it at first, but now I understand ... I didn't imagine that the children of Naruto's world were so cruel ... Sakura is playing with them so she didn't realize that they were ignoring me ...
Well, I'm not going to blame her .... I feel a sigh come out of me, so I just sat in a corner and looked at the flowers, they were very beautiful ...
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Tennouji_Kotarou Hello people. Author here. Another chapter.
After taking a shower I will start writing another chapter. I am very excited about this story, not for the struggles, but to know what I can do next.
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