บท 169: Worst than Betrayal

Kwan sobbed quietly as he was being cleaned off by Eungoo himself. He didn't want to look at him. He didn't have the heart to do so. He has always accepted the fact that he wasn't clean ever since he had that contract with Wonshik; he had practically sold off his own body but he's never felt violated for some reason... this was the first.

Defiled. Violated. Soiled. Disgusting.

If there were other names for what Kwan thinks had happened or any adjectives to call it... he would. He was too stunned to look at him. His throat felt so dry from begging over and over for him not to do it but Eungoo wasn't listening. He was ravaged for what he felt like hours. It was pure agony.

"Hyung.... I'll be taking you away..." Eungoo spoke as he cupped his hyung's face. He kissed his cheek lovingly as he twirled Kwan's locks before getting up.

"...to where...." Kwan winced when his voice croaked out.

"... a place where they can't reach you."