บท 180: CHAPTER 143 A Day Before Christmas

I have no clue if I'm supposed to console him or what, maybe I have to turn away and leave the room peacefully before it gets more and more embarrassing for the both of us. Again, why was I wandering through the hallways at this late hour? Surely I had no idea that Adrian would show up tonight of all the past nights I really was waiting for him, yet here I am standing in front of him in his room. The right answer is, I left my side of the bed and I left Andrew asleep in peace then I started walking down the aisles with clear purpose in my mind, well, actually there was no purpose at all. I just couldn't lay in bed sleepless anymore, and Andrew was too tired so he basically slept early today, I guess I just was hoping that Adrian would come tonight. What we're doing is dead wrong, but the heart wants what it wants...