บท 45: Chapter 44
They marked areas by placing red and green flags on each point. The king learned about his daughter's presence, left and paced to her with a glad hand. She was the only one who could warmth that frozen teaser. The king embraced her and whispered, "I'm glad you're back alive, I was counting the time for your return". Then glanced at her face, she looked weak and tired, but he had to send her over.
Tamina glowered and forced herself to look at him, "father… my brother is too far from the old days, now I see a brutalize demon within him, we must stop him before it's getting late… we need to ask Farya for help… I can't comprehend why this hatred would splash out all of a sudden".
"That's clearly spot on and I believe that I didn't show him enough attention." He reprimanded.
He held Tamina's hand and took her with him, he saw the wounds on her face and arm. She wasn't like before at all, not the lady who has grown up on welfare, the dark circle under her eyes showed that she didn't eat or sleep enough. He released a deep breath, saying the words he had in mind badgered him, he swallowed the tough pill, "in master Mizaroun's book I've read something which asked, do you understand what this statement means: What does keep your attention on your own needs and interests mean? Did you read that anecdote?"
She nodded, "yes father the one which says negative notions in your mind is the biggest enemy of yours, you rise them, you call them, you inbreed them within you to stand against others. He calls it egoism. I remember it was a part of prejudice story, taking actions without considering many things like talking or living with different types of people,"
"That's correct my darling, your younger brother no longer followed the same way, his negative thoughts toward us made monsters out of us. Instead of focusing on improving his own to take the throne rather make us knee and the only reason I find for this is misunderstandings, wrong consults of Tarun washed his brain, I hope he wakes up before getting too late. Revenge will ruin us both", the king confirmed her.
Mizaroun was one of the most famous scholars, before he died the alchemist of Earth stepped on Taramus. He chose the alchemist to become his pupil for over a year, but thereafter destiny didn't allow him to explore life more, so he passed away at the age of 137.
In his last short story, he had written about the catastrophe of the third Taramus Kingdom and the last king Snazzier. He is known for being a cruel king. The previous kings expected their sons to become great deputies and carry on the Kingdome, but unlike them, he was afraid of being surprised by the plot. The one king who chained his first son in public right in front of dragons to be eaten. He steeped deep in dread that this son will take over his reign by dethroning him. He called the prince a traitor as he protested his policy towards delirious taxes.
Mizaroun quoted, "Some people have a very strange philosophy, and they are going to warn you to be concentrated on a king or a person who is about to swallow your power out of greed and catch your throne or wealth, snitching your blood. The voice of murmurs which they call advice or consciousness, it's snacking over your brain over and over such as those filthy flies buzzing around king Snazzier, the reason he made many mistakes one by one. Not every warns out of guess should be taken seriously. Centralizing completely on what others intended to do behind you is the vast aberrance ever can happen. This is what can take you far away from your dreams, persuading you to drive on an indefinite road. Inimical thoughts, whether it's self-relative or towards others no matter which one, are options that can be chosen, which would you choose friend or hostile? If the hostile, then you consider yourself as a pure demon with a fine appearance! If you are a friend who is just disagreeing then you are a real friend, as the first son of king snazzier who was against injustice.
Did you ever ask yourselves, if that were you? How did you take action among that? Did you make that decision with or without a superego?
This fear of someone is trying to kick you out of life ring, it can ward you off from the real person you are and what you want. It's making hard to make decisions as for what your situation is, makes you confused and over raged, hitching you on a great divide, then who can notice the right one?
It's hard to answer even for scholars. You must correctly irrigate the herbs to keep them alive, if you water them less or upwardly pests will attack, this is how our feelings work.
King Snazzier took so hard on himself, instead of making changes on instructions to bring goods he went wrong, his attention wasn't on the next step. He never asked himself, what's the next to become better? But dived in fear of losing power. He lost control of his emotions and gone mad, made a bloodbath of his sons one after another.
There were two enemies, the one who invoked to red hand out of grudge and the enemy made of productive absurd negative credence. A self-devil created and nightmarishly involves you, the one you always hated, escaping from it to make sure that shadow won't swallow you. But you are unaware that the self-devil created by you never leaves you alone until you let it go. Its war got no cease-fire. The burning hell always flaring in. The king couldn't realize that there is no greater enemy than being afraid of things that don't exist.
This is how the roots of king Snazzier Empire dried out and collapsed. So the queen had to do something to stop his cruelty and save the seventh son from the teeth of dragons. She poisoned the king with the venom of those dragons to burn off the roots of madness right there.
Now if there is someone who will become rebellious out of grudge, as the wrong emotions overcame him and pouring innocents blood won't be a solution, but being patient to get calm and stay humble then these feelings would be water on your flaring fire.
The real enemies of king Snazzier were those who used to sing of susurrus divisive beside his ears and he donated six of his sons to the dragons. It reminds me of what had happened to Abalis, he made us enemies beyond his thoughts then made it a weapon to ruin us".
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