Yep sierra already picked her favorite sister which is lindsay always
I got my choir and english cords
I'm appyling for a job at subway I'm getting my state i.d. tomorrow now I have to wait for my diploma
I'm almost done with puzzle I think I'll be done with it maybe tomorrow
I'm so bored still gosh
I'm getting my retail ers this week
Dominic Sierra and I talked about dad
I almost cried but Dominic said that he will always be here for us when we need him and that we can show dad that we are strong and that we will show dad that we will make it through life without him in it
I'm going to counseling next thursday but that's my last time I'm going because my mom and I talked about it and I chose not to go anymore maybe I will in the future but not now
I've been doing good for the past 3 months without it now
I think it's time to stop and like I said maybe I'll do it again in the future but I'll be going somewhere else my mom said
I made it to chapter 7
it's time for me to show my dad that I can do anything that I can be anything and that I dont need no man to tell me what to do at all I dont need a man to tell me how to dress act because i am am independent woman now i can do things all on my own who needs a man in their life all they gonna do is cheat on you lie on youfuck those men I can take care of myself from now on
I think that since I'm done with counseling that I should keep writing in my journal and keep updating on what's happening
I think journaling helps ma alot with my problems and other stuff
I think I'm going to journal all my life
we lost power yesterday mom went today to get a generator power will be out until tonight
I'm gonna try to write my story hopefully I can get some ideas wish me luck I'll write some more about what happens today
it's so cold today
I wrote some more for my story
I even figured out a new title: The What's Of Saturn
I think it sounds great well to me only
Lexi loves me so so much more than sadie does
lexi sleeps with sierra
plus lexi is more fun to play with than sadie
sadie hates my guts but she gets jealous everytime when I'm playing with lexi and I think lexi likes my snoopy blanket
as I'm writing my story I'm also typing it up too so when I don't have an idea right away I can type it up and get more ideas to write my story
we picked grape leaves and walked at the beach
I sewed up 2 of Sadie's dog toys
I played call of duty yesterday but on my sisters account I got her to level 38 I'm still learning but I'm getting there practice makes perfect right but I keep dying i barely can kill people I'm playing different maps I'm so used to nuke town but i think I'm getting the hang of the maps
I've been playing here and there but not everyday you know got to do something you know
it's supposed to be hot the next couple of days what's up with this weather bro but then again Michigan is bipolar
couple more days till my last visit to care house then I'll be all done with counseling
I'm writing chapter 7
my state id should be coming soon
yesterday we walked at the beach and walked through the neighborhood at like 8:30- like 9:20
I'm like 3 pages in chapter 7 it was also raining today so I got some good ideas
got 5 new neon nailpolish because we don't like the gel ones
I got my state ID yesterday now I just need a job
I went swimming at my grandparents house today
Sara added me on snap I told her that I may or may not forgive her for what she has done
redid my nails
For the last couple of days we've been going for walks @8 at night and coming home around 9:30 at night