บท 3: October
Today is the HSM auditions I'm so scared
I got callbacks!
And Will doesn't like me thanks kylie for ruining my life I'd rather be full out gay
I have to avoid going to my locker tomorrow because I really dont want to have really bad anxiety
I had a dream about my dad he was trying to kill my mom.
I started writing my story again plus my mom is painting the ceilings white
I think I'll get a job when the house is done
My mom is still painting the ceilings then shes painting the living room light beige and the kitchen mango cooler(orange)
My mom fell off the ladder with the paint in a cup in her hand but shes alright thank god
I got a fucking heart attack!
Oh and I think I like Bryce
Will knows that I like him I'm not mad at Kylie Will feels bad now ugh what if Will told his friends and Tori that I like him
Why would Will feel bad for me He doesn't like me anyways so theres no reason to feel bad I'm so happy that Kylie told me before I heard it from Will or his friends
Kylie's friends with all of them and I'm not
Hopefully Kylie has nothing to talk about but then therea the weekend and I'll probably hear Kylie talk yeah
I still want to know why he feels bad
I did see him
Kylie looked at me I glanced at him then I looked back at Kylie then I left to go to the choir room
what of Will stops talking to Tori and starts talking to me I dont want to be the one who stole a boy from another girl I cant even concentrate on my story I made it to chapter 4
I would be happy if Will talked to me but I'm scared to talk to her
I'm happy that he knows that Will k ows that I exist
I feel like an idiot for liking a boy but that boy is talking to someone else
I wish that someone was me and not Tori
I just remembered the picture that I took with him what if Kylie printed it
Should I tell her that I dont want ot No because you've always wanted a picture with them
Oh my god! Senior dress up dress to impress Will might think that I'm trying to impress him I mean I am
omg I hate my life
No more talking about Will
Hopefully nothing happens this weekend that Kylie has to talk to me about well besides her new puppy that she's getting on sunday but I'm talking about Will Goebel
I'm going on a new bus monday finally
Now back to Will Goebel I really hope that he doesn't talk about me to Kylie on snapchat
I still can't get why hes sorry sorry for what nothing or is it because he didnt talk to me I dont even know so I'm not going to dress up thursday I cant say that because I'm still dressing up but I'm not impressing ANYONE I'm done writing for the day
Today is my brother Nick's Halloween party but it's not his party its his work he works at Galco if you dont know what that is well it's a computer company and Nick is really good with computers
It's been 32 days they've waved the exam what happens next
Today was a cold day but the cider was really good and we brought home some donuts
Nathan did ask me out but I never said anything g back I'm such a dumbass
sierra is giving me the silent treatment I'm so sad
Today went by really fast plus it was really boring too I wish my friends were over maybe next time but who knows when I'll get a phone
Nathan asked me out yesterdayI said yes and yeah I have a boyfriend
Does Nathan really love me?
Who would love me?
im not the kind of person who can be toyed around with I'm human
I choose how I live my life no one can control me
I went to my grandma's house she gave me and Sierra a mini christmas tree
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