บท 136: Something normal

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I was not in the mood for anything. I feel like crap and my head was in total chaos.

'Would there ever be an end to all of this?' I mused. It was beginning to feel hopeless. I feel like diving into a deep well and disappear, forever. That way, everyone who had wanted a piece of me won't be able to find me anywhere.

What happens then? What would they do? Would they try to find me?

I shook my head. 

"Shay!" Nathan's voice had me halting in the middle of walking towards the cafeteria. My head was beginning to feel heavy and I needed something to keep my sanity for the next few hours of my shift.

I turned and saw Nathan Lopez beaming. He seemed excited and way too happy as he came running towards me. I wish I could be like that.