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บท 35: Chapter 32: His Past, Present and Future

Leslie's P.O.V.

Okay!

Have had enough!

Remember the package, Vivian's been yapping about, well it was very well received. After getting home that day, I witnessed Damien hugging the strange georgous lady. When I asked who she was. He reacted so cold , distant and felt like a stranger. He left and zoomed off with her, mustering something about being back before dinner. The bitch even smiled at me waving her hands in a cherry manner and I just stood helplessly watching as he slipped right out the door with her.

"There's no way I'm going to cry for this man". I whisper softly as I crash into my bed.

"I will not"!

"I Damn won't!

"My eyes did say otherwise, as hot tears burn and tremble at the precarious edge of my eyelids. Please don't fall, please don't fall"I chant silently.

I don't want to let them fall because that means he's hurt me real deeply. But then the image of him holding that beautiful woman in his arms flashes, the way he had looked down at her with so much love as she clung to him in our home or should I say his house, the memory hit me again and burned like hot iron. Suddenly I wish I hadn't met up with Vivian, that sly bitch.

"What ever she planning seems to be working. Since this mystery girl's arrival, it feels like have been deleted from Damien's life. He didn't even acknowledge me, he just grabbed her hands and strode out saying he'll be back.

"He never came home that night. Did he?"

I found myself sleeping alone cold and emotionless on the very bed we've made love countless of times. As the feeling of dread clawed into me with different scenarios swirling in my head.

"Could he have spent the night with her?"I thought

"Has he slept with her?"I say, finding myself murmuring wordlessly. I probably looked just as crazed as Vivian right now.

"Is she one of his mistresses"Doubts of what if and what not, Made me all sick and weak to the bones. I couldn't even sleep a wink at night knowing he's out there somewhere with "Her" doing God knows what.

"Was she the old friend he mentioned seeing?"I thought trying to get a grasp of the situation.

As night fell and the sun set, all my doubts, confusion and questions turned into one of pain, betrayal, and hurt.

Even at breakfast, still no sign of Damien, couldn't even take a bite from the large spread without being nauseous.

Just then the sound of the shrill of my phone breaks the silence. I then pick up the phone staring at the caller ID. It's an unknown number, but a part of me knew who it belonged to.

"Vivian!"

Pretty sure she's called to gloat. A sigh of fustration slip past my lips as I pick up the call.

"Seems you got my package"She says in a calm tone. Somehow I could picture the happy look on her face.

"Yes, I did. I don't know what trick you trying to pull but I definitely don't want to be a part of it"I say in a resigning tone.

"Oh honey, tired already. Nah, you shouldn't be because if you do get tired now then things won't be all that fun"She says with a sinister laugh.

"I get it okay? You've had your fun, just stop bothering me okay. I really don't have time for your games right now"I say tersely. As my head begins to pound and thud with a resounding headache.

"Awww. But aren't you curious to know "HER"She says..... Emphasizing the last part.

"No, am not. Like I said Just stop. This is how far you can go"I then say trying to curb my anger as I mentally berate myself for being so vulnerable and letting her cut me off guard so easily.

"Oh but it just started, and it's fun. Well if you aren't curious to know her am sure you must be curious to know what's her relationship with Damien"She then says.

"I'll send you an address let's meet, am sure we have a lot to discuss"She says curtly before ending the call.

Hell!

The urge to slap Vivian keeps growing in me like a tornado with no control. She's really hell bent on destroying my peace.

There's really no reason for me to go right?

Going to that address might just be part of her sick games!

There's no way am going to succumb to her silly tricks!

1 hour Later .....

"Bloody hell I did"

"I broke my own rules"!

I damn well succumb not to just anybody but to my emotions. Everything in me wants to know who the hell that girl was. I know it's silly but have come to love Damien which has just put me in an uncomfortable position and in a battle with his past and Mistresses.

As I head in to the Chinese restaurant, written on the address. I spot Vivian in a seat by window, gathering all my courage and resolve. I stride purposely to get to her table, but stopped in my tracks when I spot the very person that caused this empty feeling in my heart.

Masking the look of shock with a look of boredom. As I take a sit beside the "The Mystery Girl". Thankful I did take care in my appearance before heading out.

"You're late"She exclaims.

"Well I guess it doesn't matter since you're here." She says with a look of glee.

"Let me make the introductions, Leslie well I believe you've met her but am guessing you both weren't properly introduced. This is Isabel Grey, Isabel meet Leslie Ruffle. And as you know am the one and only Vivian Du'mont."She says tactfully.

"Isabel grey, the name sounds so familiar. Just then I remember seeing an ad of her modelling. The beautiful and famous international model Isabel Grey."

"Great, just great. Even his ex is a super model!"I thought

"Now, now Leslie Don't look so solemn am not even done with the introduction yet. Now back to business. Leslie meet Damien's Past and his first love isabel, Isabel meet Leslie his present fling and temporary wife. While am his future, his soon to be wife and the mother of his children and I mean all of his children"She then says directing her hateful glare down to my stomach, my instinct take over as I wrap my hands protectively down my stomach.

"What do you mean by temporary wife? His first love?"I ask confused about this whole trio meeting.

"Its like a Damien's association of women fan club. And I don't like the way this meeting keeps making me feel."I thought as I grimace.

"Its quite obvious this sham of a marriage won't work"She says .

"As for his first love. Well who didn't know about Damien's love story with his beloved Izzy. Although it was a long time ago but he was very hurt when she left him, I wonder why you did tho"She then says directing her stare at The mystery girl whose name I just found out is Isabel.

"I'm thankful you left, because since you did I was able to get my chance with him"She says laughing out so loudly with a taunting look.

"Vivian, I seriously don't get why you have to hold silly meetings like this it's so beneath someone of your class"I murmur, trying to find a way to sound oblivious to all her taunting but shocked to hear This Izzy was Damien's first love. This new piece of information is quite hard to swallow, I mean I really can't have expected him not to love anyone but he just gave the impression that he didn't do stuff like that.

"You seem to be a woman of respect Ms. Vivian. But now I see the reason you lured me here, but am also thankful you did. I guess now I'll have the chance to clear things up with Damien"She finally speaks up after keeping silent for a while.

"You better stop dreaming. Don't you know your presence here will only cause Damien much pain. you're really dumb aren't you?. Can't you see the reason I brought you here back to New York, Ms. Leslie here has made things too difficult for me and Damien seems to be resisting also"She says in a sing sing voice.

"Isabel you left Damien In pieces and in great pain and I was the one left with him to pick up your mess and those pieces, I became his friend, business partner then his lover. Do you really think you've got anything worth fighting for?"She says with a smile on her face as her mouth kept on launching attacks and displaying her cards. The look of pleasure on her face as she seems delighted with this sick game of hers.

"If you're so sure, why then bother to call this damn convention"I then say trying to not seem all too flustered as I bite down on my lips.

"Well I called you both here to make one thing clear. Damien is mine and mine alone, as for you Leslie you might probably think you do have a chance with Damien but I brought little miss Izzy here to make you understand and remember your place and where you should be?"She says as she rises to her feet.

Stay away from Damien. The Romano name doesn't suit a low born like you." She sneers with hate at me.

"If you do really want Damien this much why do you want to cause him this much pain?. Like you said my disappearance broke him, why then lure me back?

I don't see how it benefits you"Isabel says her beautiful face cool and collected.

"You see darling, there's one thing you don't know. When the pressure and pain becomes too much, with you Leslie demanding his attention and you Izzy vying for a chance with him he's probably going to bolt that I can bet you. Have always been his confidant and home and he'll always come running right back"She then says, with some kind of sicko hopeful Expression as she zooms off saying loudly.

Remember "You're his past"She says stopping in her tracks as she points to Izzy.

And "You are his Present" for now.

While am his "Future"She says as she saunters out.

I feel so numb and strange right now. Not knowing what to do or how to react as my body stayed glued to the chair. Just then the TV volume was turned up in the background.  The news welcomed me but hearing it now doesn't seem like a good idea. I then lose the grip to my final sense of sanity.

A picture of Damien and the Vivian flashed across the screen. There are some good shots that the camera has captured, and they are all through the window of a hotel room. In all of them he's was having sex with her, and the date on the camera was from last night.

The feeling of Nauseous rushes up like bile from my throat, I rush out from the restaurant hailing a cab like a mad woman. Not Caring this time how pitiful or silly I looked.

How could he have done this? I'm carrying his child, am supposed to be his wife.

Just then the words Vivian said raced through me.

"I'm his future and you're his temporary wife".

On getting into the house, I Run up to the bathroom, as I threw up everything I had managed to eat earlier, and sob my heart out. That fucking bastard!

Once I had cleaned myself up, I went to the closet and grab a suitcase Filling it angrily with all my clothes, I grab a smaller one and fill it with my passport, pregnancy notes and scan pictures. I got my wallet and cellphone just to notice numerous missed calls from Morgan and my parents. My heart wrenched not seeing a single call from Damien.

Calling a cab, I then switched off my cellphone as I carry my suitcase downstairs to the front of the house and wait patiently for my ride to get here.

"Ma'am you can't leave, wait till Master Damien gets here" One of the older maids say trying to stop me from leaving.

"I refused to breath out a word standing rigidly till the cab arrives five minutes later, the cab driver helps me put everything in the trunk. Just then all the kitchen staff comes out panicked, the look of worry and concern on their faces. I ignore their cries to "stop" and command the driver to take me to the airport.

Making the decision to get away for a while, Seattle comes to mind. It's been a long while since the last time I visited my cousin.

"Maybe getting away is all I need right now!

"I was a damn fool to think I had a chance at all."

I take a deep breath as my heart hurts like a knife got stuck into it and I can't seem to take a hold of it. It feels so heavy each passing minute it made me feel unable to breathe as I keep holding my tears from falling. My throat starts to hurt for not letting my tears out.

After a long while, we finally arrive at the airport. The driver helps me put my luggage to a trolley, I payed him and went over without wasting a second.

Making my way to the sales desk, I purchased a one way ticket to Seattle on the next flight out, I was able to get one that leaves in an hour's time and so I sit in the waiting area.

It was packed and full when I got there and I couldn't help but notice people staring at me but I decide to ignore it.

Looking up at the TV screen, I then saw our wedding pictures together I couldn't help but feel tears fall as I stare at it.

It soon turns to disgust as pictures from last night flash across the screen.

Turning away, I catch the eye of an older woman who smiles sympathetically at me.

It's not long before we're all loaded onto the plane and I sit back and try to relax as we pull off the runway, and into the sky.

As we leave New York, I feel my heart break into tiny pieces at Damien's betrayal, and cry myself silently to sleep.

 

"Fuck My Life"


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บท 36: Chapter 33: Just As Much

Leslie's P.O.V

After the flight from NYC, I made it to Seattle with no harm. Thankfully, there were no  paparazzi around as I left the airport. I was able to get myself a cab and  hurried home .

The gates were locked when I reached my destination. I press the buzzer, informing Celia that I've arrived. She promptly opens the gate by the controls letting the cab into the house.

See Celia has always been a very close cousin and relative of mine, we played together, ate together , went to school together and we were romies with me, Morgan and her back in college. Although she's the first to tie the knot in our group moving to Seattle with her husband.

She greets me outside with her husband, Gareth, as they both helped me with my luggage. Gareth pays the driver for me as Celia helps me into the house.

Once inside, Gareth locks the door and rushes to me giving me a tight hug.

"Oh poppet, what has he done to you? I'm so sorry he hurt you. But I'm glad to see you back home." He says, smiling sadly at me. Gareth has always been a papa bear, he's like the brother I never had, always protective and loving.

I sob loudly as Celia takes me from Gareth as she comforted me with a hug too. They lead me into the lounge and I sit with them in front of the fire, sobbing as I was held in a cacoon of love and warmth. 

Yet a part of me still yearns for Damien. Now I know I shouldn't have just run off but seeing the pictures of Damien and Vivian didn't really hurt as much as I thought it would. What hurt the most is that it seems I never had a chance with him, it was all just a dillusion and a wishful thinking of mine.  Yes he may have cared about me but I need to admit the fact that he may never love me like ever.

Considering the fact that he had a first love, someone whom he once loved, cared and trusted with his whole heart but was then betrayed and hurt by her disappearance. Which then turned him into a typical Playboy.

My disappearance might not mean much to him, but a part of me hopes it does.

I start to narrate everything to both Gareth and Celia trying so hard not to cry my eyes out but failing so terribly. As soon as I calmed myself down leaving no part untold. By the time I'm nearly done, Gareth seems spitting mad.

"How dare he? And you're pregnant, too? If he comes here, I'll definitely kill him without a second thought" He declares angrily striding off.

"Don't worry too much Les, remember the baby can feel when you're stressed and it can sense your distress too"She says calmly as she then direct me out of the lounge into the dining area. Forcing me to have to some soup. I ate after being pampered and treated like a child by her as she hovered, trying to feed me. she guides me to a room and helps me undress for bed.

"Give it time, honey and all will be put into place. Just wait and see. Even if he did what he did, you still have your baby to think about. Now, don't overthink and go to bed. Good night, sweetie." She says calmly and kisses me gently on the forehead.

Once she's gone, I think over what she's said. I'm all in for the baby's needs for now, deciding to try not to let this whole ordeal get to me.

Okay Leslie, be back to being just you, and living for you and the baby.

For now, I just need to stay away from Damien . At this important time of my pregnancy the urge to  push away all the stress and pain imcreases.

The next few weeks passes in a haze. I changed my OBGYN to another doctor in Seattle, and she has been keeping an eye on me eversince.

Damien finally reached out though, But I refuse to let him in just yet. He had all the time to explain and say his side of his story but he didn't come through.

"Nothing at all!

"Nada"

Well he hasn't given up trying to contact me since he found out I left. My parents do ring everyday to check up on me and gush about their baby. Seems am going to have a baby brother soon . but I'm too hurt to answer any of their call, Celia mostly does the whole talking. Morgan tried reaching me  so I  sent an email instead, letting her know that me and the baby are both fine and in good health and condition.

However, Gareth and Celia has been my source of support and comfort ever since.

I'm still deeply hurt over what Happened with Damien but a part of me still screams at me for not staying back and holding on.

I plan on moving back to New York in the coming month before it gets too risky for me to fly with the pregnancy. I want to be back where I considered as home, but still not sure where that is yet! Although one thing is sure besides Damien does deserves to see his baby.

Though I am still unsure and don't have a clear plan on what to do in regards with him yet. I'm carrying his child and I'm pretty sure he still wants to be involved with the child's upbringing. I just don't have the courage to talk to him without shedding tears. It just hurts so badly.

"That he couldn't confide in me, and talk to me." There's been

Rumors about Damien and Vivian having an affair it's currently been the hot topic for the last two weeks. At the rate this rumor keeps circulating I can't help but feel Vivian is behind it. She always been so tricky and manipulative but she has now stoop this low just to sink her claws into a man , the thought of it definitely made me sick.

Although we've tried to keep the baby out of public eye but the press has been suspicious that I might be carrying his child. Which has become a huge difficulty to even leave the house thinking someone or some reporter may spot me and Damien may find out where I've been hiding out worries and scares the hell outta me.

I've been immovable from the house for the last four weeks and am sure to get a real case of cabin fever.

Today's check-up with my doctor is really exciting. Today's when I'm going to find out what my little baby's gender is. Gareth and Celia decided to accompany me and I felt guilty and sad as I remember Damien isn't around to witness this.

Gareth drives us out of the estate in a black BMW. I'm currently putting on some black slacks, a purple blouse and have my long  hair tied up. I also put the effort of wearing sunglasses, silently praying no one would recognize me.

"How I missed my old boring life where no one had to watch my every move"I thought as I sigh out.

I am now near the end of my 16th week and my bump is now clearly noticeable. I can even now feel the baby's movement.

My old clothes don't even fit me anymore thus I'll have to get out to buy some maternity wear after my 13th week.

We safely arrived outside the entrance of the hospital. We immediately entered and signed in, as we went to sit and wait for my name to be called.

It didn't take too long and soon we were lead into the examination room.

Dr Pepper welcomed me with her lively smile as I enter the room.

"Ah Leslie, it's good to see you again, dear. Lay down on the bed for me, please?" She asks me kindly.

I do as she asked and Celia takes a seat beside me.

I hand my notes from my bag to Doctor pepper and she quickly scans them. She turned to the computer and types out my details.

"Okay Leslie, we're going to do another ultrasound today, to check how your baby's progress was so far. Do you want to know the gender?" She asks.

"Yes please, I'd love to know."

She nods and grabs some gel, putting some onto my stomach. Taking the wand she moves it around my stomach and I was captivated as I stare to the screen.

A satisfied smile and blissful sigh immediately appeared to my face as I watch my baby move around. It's unexplainable to see exactly what part of my baby is kicking me on the screen.

The Doctor moves the scanner around and the silence starts making me edgy.

"Right, your baby is perfectly healthy. All the measurements are very good, and it's obviously very active from what I can see. Now it looks like you're having a baby boy. Congratulations, Leslie on such a healthy baby."The doctor replies, smiling happily at me.

Celia squeezes my hand and I look away from the screen as my tears stroll down my face.

"Do you want any pictures printing?" Dr. Pepper asks me gently.

I inclined my head promptly to provide my answer and she leaves me alone with Celia. She comes to me and hugs me, feeling proud.

"Oh am so happy for you Leslie." She says excitingly.

"Oh, I'm happy too Celia. I wanted a boy so much. I can't believe this is real, me a klutz ready to become a mother?." He's going to look so much like his father isn't he? I say, sighing.

"Since we're done here, how about a little shopping to relieve some stress?" She naturally changes the topic.

"Nah, I think am good. I am too tired to go for shopping, anyways I don't need to relieve my stress. Today's discovery just gave me so much energy to spend."I says cheerily.

After Dr. Pepper hands me a few pictures, took my blood pressure, and weight, measured my bump, we went out of the examination room.

I couldn't keep the smile from my face as I get into the car, with Gareth looking so relieved to see me so happy and smiling for the first time in weeks.

"Have been quite the zombie!"

"All thanks to Damien and Vivian".

"Boy or girl?He asks for the fourth time . Come on, the suspense is killing me?" He begs as we set off home.

"Boy." I grin at him, and he whoops happily.

"Finally, we're having another man around the house." He replies happily.

I shake my head at him, and continue smiling all the way home.

That night sleep so difficult and far from me. I just laid on the bed and just stared blankly at the ceiling for about an hour. I gently touch my belly as I picture "His" handsome face on my mind. I somewhat felt guilty not telling anything to him. He still has the right to know. I turned my head to the side table as I stare to my cell phone. My demons and angel are currently arguing if I should text him or not; if I should let him know or not. I take a deep breath before reaching out to my phone and turned it on.

"He should know about the gender, we were supposed to celebrate a feat like this"I thought with a sad look of longing on my face.

I then switched in my phone , once it's on, shock is an understatement to describe my reaction upon seeingthe amount of missed calls and messages I got mostly from Damien and Morgan.

Typing out a quick message, I send it before I change my mind.

To Damien:

From Leslie

We need to talk. I will only speak to you through these messages, so please don't bother to ring me.

Immediately a reply popped up.

From Damien;

To Leslie

Where are you? I was worried sick about you. Are you hurt?

Is the baby okay?

Please come home, let me explain everything.

I roll my eyes at his pathetic attempt at an apology.

"Now you want to talk?"I thought, yeah right.

To Damien:

From Leslie

The baby is fine. I don't need your pathetic apology, it's not good enough. Besides you're few weeks late already. We're having a boy, that's why I texted, it won't be fair if I kept you in the dark. That's the one thing we don't have in common. You were fine to just walk out that day with a strange woman with no word from you leaving me in the dark wandering.

I trusted you!

You made me trust you.

But I won't do the same. The baby is super healthy and fine. Please don't bother calling anymore.

Dropping the cellphone on the nightstand I start to get ready for bed, my mind working and waiting to see if there were no more replies after not receiving any response for a while. I decide to finally sleep when My phone finally buzzes making me jump.

From Damien:

To Leslie

I'm glad to hear our son is healthy and growing well. I'll do as you've said. I won't ask you to return but you need to tell me where you are. It's not safe for you or our son to be alone like this. DAMIEN!

I Then laugh out at his supposed concern.

To Damien:

From Leslie.

I'm not alone. I'll be returning to New York soon, but I want you to stay away for awhile. Seeing you will only cause me, and the baby stress and I'm not ready to see you yet.

I lie down and get comfortable, waiting for his reply.

To Leslie:

From Damien.

I'm sorry, so very sorry about all of this. I hope you'll let me explain soon? I hope you'll allow me to be a part of our son's life, too?

I scowl at my phone angrily, how dare he ask that?

To Damien:

From Leslie

Being a part of our son's life has never been an issue. But asking for my forgiveness is another issue. You just shut me out Damien. Left me standing cold and baffled at the house as you walked out with "You Know Who" You should know this better than anyone else how much it pained me.Don't waste your time expecting my forgiveness anytime soon.

Turning my phone off I send it flying in the middle of the room, I curl up and fall to sleep dreaming of him even when my brain screamed "No".

"Hell, as they always say the forbidden fruits tastes the sweetest"!

Even with all the things that has gone wrong, I still want him just as much.


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