บท 10: Chapter 8: Conflicting Desires
Leslie's P.O.V.
Seriously!!
That's all you both could come up with"I screamed, pacing tiredly in the living room. The need to bolt out of the living room increased rapidly. With the sight of last night's party's aftermath, used condoms could be visible at all corners, used red cups infact the living room looked like it went through the gates of hell and am pretty sure the things done too cannot be unseen.
Now is the time to voice out my thoughts on their child like behaviors and teenage lifestyle cause if I don't set them straight now no one will..."I thought to myself grimacing at how my life turned out into such a mess.
Damn !
God!
Are you both so self centered!
Can't you see me!" I say tiredly
Am seriously crumbling inside guys, but no instead you decide only to care about yourself . Why did you then bother to give birth to a child when you can't even behave like a grown up Huh...."I ask looking at mom dead in the eye. After the whole Ruffle Orgy night whatever it's called and with my boss giving me a new place to stay, it was definitely surprising I couldn't even sleep a wink at night no matter how fancy the house looked.
Since I turned an adult have always been the one to clean up their mess, and have been ridiculed by it and it obviously didn't help that I'm clumsy as hell and jinxed.
All I just desired, was to sleep on my own bed last night . But I couldn't thanks to my parents stupid Orgy party and it didn't help matters that my sexy as hell boss whom I magically have a deep lusty desires for was just a door away.
Last night made me realize that if I do want to go after something I really want for myself I need to straighten out things at home. I'm constantly tired of being the grown up, I want someone who will ask me what my needs are.
You don't need to get upset love, besides we had lots of fun last night"My dad say with his face glowing with a look of bliss.
Ohh, am not just upset am mad and also angry!"I screamed , you might say am just overreacting but am not. If i actually want to have a life I need my parents to also behave real responsible . I don't want a repeat of me going to bail them from the police station Just because of a party gone wrong . Or some cat fight my mom gets involved in because someone reprimands her.
Ma'am we're done parking all your stuffs, it's time to move"The moving company staff says. So I've decided to move into the house Damien gave me.... I know I know, wrong move but I just can't help myself it's so going to be hard resisting him especially now that we're neighbours but I'll have to try .
Am just going to keep reminding myself one thing , he's probably got some mistress or some bimbo at his neck and call and I've got no intention of being one of his bimbo's not even his mistress.
I've decided to take my destiny in my own hands though and maybe start anew. Instead of being a care taker to my teenage like parents , I want to explore this new me . The "Me" who has this tremendous desire and can't seem to restrain herself from climbing Damien like a tree.
You're leaving"Mom says with a sorrowful look on her face.
Yes I am, have got my own place now."I say.
But it's been like months since you moved here, besides your dad and I decided it was quite fate that brought you back to live with us and now , you're leaving?"she says softly.
Don't worry, am not dying mom just moving out to my own apartment. I think this is an opportunity for you and Dad to clear things up , this whole partying lifestyle and living "The Life" like you always say isn't for you. I mean Ma. You're getting old own it." I say grimacing, at how unpredictable, spontaneous and active they can be, although the record of their active sex life is really unexpected I mean I'm even lacking in that department.
Don't you get tired, at all?" I ask .
But baby, you know it's fun besides it's just boring living the old life. You should try it too, it's exhilarating" Dad says smirking.
Well , I'd advise you guys to try and pick up the pieces of your life, it's been fun while it lasted but it's not anymore. I didn't know how serious it was until I had to find a place to sleep last night. I mean my parent's house is supposed to be some kind of solace instead the both of you invited strangers in here to pollute and conterminate the place , forgive me if am blunt but I don't think I can stand staying here any second and breathe in the reeking air of this place "I say furiously, suddenly feeling quite uncomfortable, I moved closer to the door.
Call me when you both have decided to let your old life go"I say softly.
Bye mom, bye dad "I say walking out with a new Sense of determination washing over me, but then a sense of dread , excitement rushed through me .
Things are about to change"I thought. But I don't know if it's for the better or good.
Maybe hurricane Leslie could change after.....
Who knows!!!
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