Ayunda is nervous about how to ask Yohan to let her go, because this has been one of Ayunda's dreams.
When Ayunda was still a student, several times Ayunda volunteered to join a social volunteer team in a neighboring country who needed help but was always rejected by the school house on the grounds that there were still many students queuing up to leave.
Even though Ayunda herself knew why they did not allow Ayunda to come, because they were afraid that Yohan would be furious.
Ayunda is tired of living as a big lady who doesn't do any tasks, even though as a student she requires her to help out at social events held by the campus every year.
Not only practice in a clean and cool, safe, peaceful place but also something more meaningful and has its own meaning.
* Everyone must know that Ayunda has a great sense of humanity, has a sincere heart for everyone, and is very easily touched by anything and has an open heart and is very forgiving *