บท 254: Evanora

Blue.

I don't know what Gyles is up to but I trust Rex. he wouldn't do anything that would make him have regrets. He is a very thoughtful person. He counts his steps and he doesn't like to make mistakes.

I don't know why there was a pull but I ended up using my magic. I hate using my magic and as each day passes by and I use more and more of it because of Gyles, I can't help but think that being with him might be a bad idea. I don't want to get sucked into the magic part of me. I hate it so much.

Mom has been acting as nothing happened. Like she didn't just get fucking poisoned. The fact that she is still trusting people. Making them come into her home just makes me think that she doesn't care about her life anymore. I will not always be there to get her out of her mess.

My blood will not always be accessible.