บท 205: Ultimatum

Trick

Okay. 

Calm down Trick. 

This is not the end of the world. 

He is being honest with you. 

He loves you

That is all that matters.

All these comforting words that I give myself so that I don't overreact are not working. I feel betrayed and fucking pissed off. 

The first thought that comes to my head is, Why did he lie?

did he feel like he couldn't be honest with me? 

Am I not confrontable?

"Please say something,'' his voice is shaking and he sounds so unlike himself. I don't know what to say to him. I want to be upset with him; I want to scream at him right now but I don't even have the energy. I feel shattered and it is all because of a lie. 

"Ask me anything and I will answer,'' he adds.