บท 79: My R

Loneliness was Dharvey's only dependable friend. It was always there in the morning, noon, and even at night. Even though her cigarettes and whiskey ran out, her empty yawning and feelings always persisted.

Even though she could get men with the snap of her fingers, even though she was popular in social media... it could never ease the loneliness in her heart.

If everyone hated her, Dharvey hated herself more—sometimes even pushing her to end her life.

Sighing as she got her phone from her pocket, she leaned her back on the railings behind her then opened her phone to browse some videos in YouTube.

Dharvey was fond of Vocaloid songs since she was a young teenager. When she typed Vocaloid, a suggestion of the song My R in English appeared, making her curious. She clicked the video and she put her earphones on as the song loaded.

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Just as I was about to take my shoes

Off of the rooftop there I see

A girl with braided hair there before me

Despite myself I go and scream;