"Huh? What is this?"
Look at the text screen that appears before me and the sudden toneless mechanical voice that appears in my head, I become shocked beyond belief. What is happening? What is this? Imagine being the only thing that ever exists here when suddenly something else appears? How can someone adapt naturally without getting shocked?
Touch my non-existing chest, I regulate my breath which I know is no need, as it is all my imagination. Slowly calm myself down, I look at the text screen before me and examine it. The texts, I did not recognize any of them. Even I'm not really an educated when I'm alive, I do learn foreign languages for past time. And I can't say I know every language, but I do still know most of it, and as I examine this text, no word that I learn matches what writing on the screen.
This phenomenon also implies to the word resound in my head before. I never heard and ever saw this text, yet weirdly enough, I understand it. So without waiting futher, I began to read the text, and as I finish, I become shocked again.
[ You have experienced an enlightenment, as the seat of God is vacant, do you *@#$%#$&* accept to becoming a God and create a new realm and abolish this corrupted one?]
What does this mean? Is this truly true? I ask myself, and for some reason, I lift my head toward the darkness, searching for someone. Searching for the one who shows this text to me, but to no avail, there is no one here in this eternal darkness other than me.
As I stare at the darkness, it stares back. Shake my non-existent head, I gaze back down at the purple text screen. Read the text on the screen again, I finally come to a realization. Even it is no need for someone to take so long to realize it. A tiny part inside me does really want to believe the God still exists.
"So that is why I trapped here..." I spoke to myself and can't help but remember the thing I just said before. What a terrible person I am. I hate God and accuse him of abandon his creation when in reality, there is really no God as he is dead.
What a terrible person I am. If only I know this previously, I will not shout and scream like that. Even there is no one to see, it is still not a good behavior. And as to how I know God is dead, is I actually don't. As I don't know how to express or describe this feeling, I can only tell that I feel God is already no more, dead in other words.
Yet as sad and fair as I'm sound, my non-existing heart says otherwise, as it beating wildly. If I do have a face, I may be smiling from ear to ear, grinning, as I read the text [... do you *@#$%#$&* accept to becoming a God...]
As holy and righteous as I sound, I'm only a man before I died. The desire of a mortal man is uncontrollable with greed and many more sins. I can't help but grow excited as I read the text. Fix only to the text I completely ignore what it said afterward.
Yes! I read it! But didn't I say if I had the power, I will create a new world? A far better world! A perfect world! And isn't this an opportunity? All will be equal under the trial of death, and they all who die will not become like me, who stranded at the edge of the abyss with only one own thought accompany one another.
Then with a steel heart and a resolved mind, I said. "A tiny sacrifice for a better future," follows slowly with my non-existing hand click YES on the screen. Following that, the text disappeared and replace with a new text. Then again, the toneless mechanical voice appears again in my head.
[ You has made a choice, congratulation *@#$%#$&* you are now The One True God, The Eternal, The Everliving. ]
As the voice finish, a bright light exploded before me, and I see it all! Life, death, creation, destruction, all! I see all within the light. And before I could understand what it is, the light rush toward me and enter my brain.
Nor there was pain, nor there was discomfort when the light rushes in, and only warmness did I feel. Pleasant and comfortable. What I thought will be painful was nothing at all but the opposite. Like in the embrace of a mother, it is weirdly comfortable.
Then as all the particles of light enter my mind, I feel something different about myself. The knowledge that I don't even know exists for my entire mortal life appears one after another in my mind. Weirdly I'm not become confused by all this unfathomable knowledge, and somehow I'm able to comprehend it. Instantly. Like lighting.
As I finish comprehend all of this beyond profound knowledge, I open my non-existent eyes and look at the darkness in a new life. Now I truly understand what this place is. Apparently, I have been wrong all this time as this is not darkness. This place where I reside since death is not darkness, nor was its emptiness, but this is nothingness. A place where nothing should exist, except God, The One True God.
Look at the nothingness surround me, I can't help but feel powerful. "So this is the feeling of being a God? I mumble to myself with a massive non-existent grin on my face. But I quickly discard it as the feeling of Absolute Supremacy is quite addicting.
"Hehe" Giggling for an unknown reason, I look at the screen text before me with a soft non-existent smile.
[ Please construct your Divine Body, The One True God, The Eternal, The Everliving ]
"No, system. From this moment you may also address me as Supreme Creator."
[ Please construct your Divine Body, Supreme Creator.]
Here another chapter. How is it? Okay, or not?