บท 22: I'm sorry
It was almost 10. And he hadn't returned. What if something had happened to him?
Stop thinking negative.
I went out of the room and saw hoseok oppa.
"Y/n, what are you doing? You didn't sleep yet?" He asked.
"Oppa, I'll go for a walk and come." I said and he nodded. I wore my jacket and headed out.
It was really cold at night. Where will I find him?
I walked a bit away from the hotel. I went near a convenience store.
But he wasn't there.
I walked past many stores and stopped at one point. I saw Jimin at a grocery shop. He was lying down on the bench, outside.
I went over and called him.
"Jimin. Jimin." He didn't respond. I touched his forehead and he was warm.
He didn't have a jacket and he wore a thin shirt. I kept calling him and shaking him. Finally he woke up. He looked tired. He barely could open his eyes and see.
I removed my jacket and covered him with it. I slowly made him stand and I put his arm around me and I tried to take him. But he was getting heavier and heavier.
"Y/n?" He said. He not feeling well. He looked like he was drunk. I made him sit down and called a taxi.
I made him sit inside and asked him to drop at the hotel.
Within a few minutes, we reached. I got him out of the car and paid the fare.
I put his hands around my shoulder and I held onto him. I walked him till the room.
As I entered, hoseok oppa was not there. It was a good thing.
I quietly came in and took him to the room.
I tucked him in the bed and touched his forehead. He was getting warmer and warmer.
I grabbed a towel and a bowl of cold water. I wet the towel and kept it in his forehead.
I turned off the AC and opened the window. The AC was cooler than fresh air.
He opened his eyes slowly. I turned my head and sat. Will he forgive me? Will everything be back to normal?
I got up but he held my hand.
"Y/n." His voice was hardly audible.
"Don't leave me like them. Please." I felt pain in those words.
I sat back but facing away from him. I felt kinda nervous. I looked down.
"J-Jimin. I-I'm sorry. I shouldn't have asked you. I don't have the right to interfere in your life. I'm really sorry." I said as a tear escaped.
He tried to sit up. I helped him out and wet the towel again and placed it back.
He was still holding my hands.
"I'm sorry. I've hurt you. I've hated you. And yet you're here, looking after me. You were right. I haven't shared anything about myself. But you still wish to be friends with me. Why? Why do you do all this?" He asked.
"Cause you're still my friend. You've been there for me. You've comforted me during the worst times. And accompanied me during this suspension." I said.
"W-what accompany?" He asked. I laughed and said,"you think I don't know. I know, you planned it all out."
"Jungkook would've said. Wait and see what I'll do to him." He said. I laughed at his cuteness.
"He didn't say. I got the information from someone else. I won't tell."
"As long as you got to know." He said and we laughed.
"Y/n, can I ask you something?" His voice changed.
"What is it?"
"Y/n, you're the only girl, who changed me and is my friend. It's fun being with you. But, you won't me leave me right? Y/n, please don't leave me." He said and was about to cry.
I held his hands tightly and said,
"I won't leave you Jimin. Until and unless you want me to, I won't."
"Thank you. It means a lot." He said. I checked his temperature again. He was getting better.
I gave him some medicine and he slept soon. I went to the other side and slept.
For a minute I thought what he said.
He is really hurt inside. But he's scared to talk it out. I just need to sit with him and talk it out. He's really good but his past made him like this.
I fell asleep thinking what to do.
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Jimin's POV
I fell asleep as she gave me some medicine for cold.
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"Eomma, where are you taking me?" I asked as tears flowed.
"Just come with me." She pulled me into the car and drove.
"Eomma, please don't leave me alone." I cried more and more.
She stopped at a hospital and dragged me out.
"This is where you're gonna stay." She shouted.
"Eomma, please." I begged her but she left me.
"You're of no use. You're a mistake. Never ever come back." She said and left.
Tears were flowing continuously.
"Please dont leave me. Don't leave me."
"Jimin? Jimin?" I heard someone call my name.
I opened my eyes and saw Y/n seated.
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Y/n's POV
I felt thirsty, so I got up to drink some water.
I drank and turned towards Jimin. He kept turning and tossing.
He started sweating. I switched on the AC and closed the window, but he was still sweating.
Tears were flowing side ways. He shouted,
"Please don't leave me. Don't leave me."
Maybe he's having a bad dream.
I woke him up.
"Jimin? Jimin?" I called him out.
He opened his eyes and was a bit relieved that it was a dream.
"Jimin, are you alright? Here, have some water." I said and made him sit and gave him some water.
He drank it immediately.
"Are you feeling ok now?" I asked him.
"Kinda. Thanks." He said and looked at me.
"Get some rest." I said and he laid down.
"C-can I h-hold your hand?" He asked.
"No problem. Sure." I said and he held onto my hand.
His grip on my hand was tight. He didn't want me to leave. He wanted me to stay. He's really hurt inside.
I felt sad for him. Even though he has such good friends, his heart his hurt. He's mentally hurt. But physically happy.
I should do something.
I was sitting and scrolling through my phone.
His grip on my hand didn't loosen. He really needs me more than I need anyone.
Don't worry Jimin, I'm there for you.
And I just fell asleep.
*next morning
I woke up by the bright light hitting my face.
Jimin was still asleep. I slowly removed my hand and silently went and freshened up myself.
After my morning routine, I left the room and sat on the couch.
Hoseok oppa and Namjoon oppa were awake.
Lisa was in her room and talking with jungkook.
I think Lisa has a crush on Jungkook. And so does he. I've seen the way they both look at each other. I thought about it and laughed.
"Y/n, why are you laughing?" Hoseok oppa asked.
"N-nothing." I said laughing.
"Did Jimin hyung come back?" Jungkook asked as he came out.
"I guess." Hoseok oppa said.
"He came. He's sleeping." I said.
"When?" Namjoon oppa asked.
"I went out for a walk yesterday. He was sitting near a store and I brought him." I said recollecting the time yesterday.
"I'll go wake him." Jungkook went but I stopped him.
"Don't wake him. He's not feeling well. Let him take some rest." I said and got up.
"Not feeling well?" He asked.
"Yeah, his temperature was warm last night."
"Ok." He said in a different way.
I looked at him. "What is with your 'ok'?"
He didn't reply and just went.
"Whatever it is, I'll find out soon. Now, I have some work. I'll finish it and come." I said and went to my room.
Actually, I didn't have anything to do. Jimin was still sleeping.
I sat on the couch and was scrolling through my phone. I felt tired and slowly closed my eyes. And I fell into deep sleep.
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Jimin's POV
She suddenly asked me about Hyun-ae. Why does she want to know about her?
She kept asking, even though I refused. Why does she want to know about that?
I grew angry and angry. In anger I slapped her. She hit to the table.
The others came in and were worried.
I realised what I had done. Did I hit her?
"I...I..." I tried to say something but nothing came out. I left the place.
What did I just do?
Jungkook and Taehyung came.
"Hyung, what happened? Why was y/n hurt?" Taehyung asked.
"I..I.. sl-slapped her. It was my fault. I shouldn't have." I said. The scene was rewinding in my head continuously.
"Hyung, tell us what happened?" Jungkook asked.
I sat down and explained what happened.
"I didn't know what to do and I just slapped her. I got angry hearing about her and I couldn't think of anything else, but hate. I shouldn't have hit her." I felt guilty. I hated myself.
"Hyung, everything will be fine. Don't worry. You guys will be back together." Taehyung said.
"I need some alone time. I'll go for a walk." I said and left.
I was walking but my mind was on the incident. I looked at my hands. I hit her with these hands. I fell like cutting it off.
It was getting cold. I didn't get my jacket. And I felt weak, walking and thinking about her.
I sat on a bench opposite to a convenience store and lay down. I couldn't stop thinking about it. It kept running and running in my mind.
How will I face her now? Will I loose her like my mother? Will she hate me?
I just couldn't stop thinking. I slightly closed my eyes.
*time skip
It was getting dark and cold.
I couldn't move after this. I gave up.
"Jimin. Jimin." I heard a familiar voice but I couldn't see who it was.
She carried me and tried to take me, but i was getting weak. I took the effort to open my eyes slightly and saw y/n.
"Y/n?" I asked.
I couldn't hold it together and left my body weight towards the person who was helping me.
*after sometime
I felt something cold on my forehead. I slowly opened my eyes and saw y/n.
Did she help me? Did she bring me here?
She wished to help me even after I hurt her.
As I opened my eyes, she turned sideways.
She was about to leave but I held her hand.
"Y/n." My voice was little low.
She sat down, but still facing the other way.
"Don't leave me like them. Please." I said. I really don't want to miss someone like her in my life.
She apologised to me. And I apologised to her.
I asked why she does this. Her answer kinda shook me. Especially the last sentences she said.
She got to know that we planned out the suspension for her.
"Y/n, can I ask you something?" I asked her. I really wanted to tell her this and know an answer.
"What is it?" She asked.
"Y/n, you're the only girl, who changed me and is my friend. It's fun being with you. But you won't leave me right? Y/n, please don't leave me." I felt like a fool. I kept asking her, if she'd stay with me.
"I won't leave you Jimin. Until and unless you want me to I won't." She said.
"Thank you. It means a lot."
Her words were really touching. I'm great to have a friend like this.
She gave me some medicine and I fell asleep.
And I had the worst dream. I was sweating and felt like crying.
Y/n offered me some water. I felt relieved it was just a dream.
"C-can I h-hold your hand?" I asked.
"No problem. Sure." She said.
I held her hand tightly. I didn't want to loose her.
*time skip
I woke up and saw it was almost 9:00.
How long have I been sleeping?
Then I remembered what happened yesterday night.
I looked around and saw Y/n sleeping on the couch.
How can she be like this? I've hurt her and yet she takes care of me.
I mistook her. She's really kind and caring. But I behaved harsh towards her. I shouldn't have hit her. She had the right to know what my life is about. If I do have the right to know what her life is about, then she does too.
To be continued.....
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