บท 18: In my dream....
We walked out and they were happy to see me smiling.
"Everything set?" Namjoon asked.
I nodded my head happily.
"I'm sorry for my weird behaviour. And let's forget about it now. What shall we do?" I talked really fast.
"Slow down. And about that we haven't decided anything. All we can do spend it all here." Jungkook said.
"First let's go take some rest. I'm feeling really tired." Lisa said.
"Yeah me too. I'll go sleep for sometime." I said and we both went to our rooms.
The others walked to their rooms.
I went and flung onto the bed and thought about my grandmother. All the things that she has done for me since my dad left.
And she had a trip to Busan. She could've enjoyed her old life. But now she's gone. Totally left me all alone now.
A tear flowed side ways from an eye. And it disappeared and one by one, it started flowing.
I sat up and wiped the tears.
"I have to be strong." I whispered to myself and gained courage.
"Just forget it. Gone is gone. She's never gonna come back..." I tried not to cry.
"Y/n, are you still worrying about it?" Jimin asked softly as he entered the room and sat beside me.
"No. I'm fine." I said forcing a smile on my face.
"You're not fine. I can see in your face." He said.
"No I'm fine. I'm happy." I said trying to tell myself everything is fine.
"Tell me what it is." He asked firmly.
I broke down. I didn't cry but felt sad.
"I miss her. She's no more and I just can't accept that fact. She's done everything for me, but I couldn't do anything to her. She made food for me and not even one day would I have sat with her and ate or had a nice chat.
You know they say 'You don't know the value of a very important person in your life when they're with you. But once they leave the world, we value them at that time and there's no use of it after everything.'
It's true actually. I didn't value her until she was with me, and here I am talking about the things she's done to me and disturbing you." I said as a tear flowed.
He put his arm around me and comforted me.
"Y/n you're not disturbing me. She'll always be watching you up from there. It's just she won't be by your side. But we'll be by your side always and make you feel at home." He said in a low voice.
I felt kinda better when he said. I couldn't believe I hear those words from him and nor did I expect it.
I thought about our past selves. How we used to hate ourselves and irritate each other and now we're here, as friends, In fact best friends and comforting each other at difficult times.
Everything changed by our past. He never talked to me about his life. They said that his mother left him at the hospital and never came to visit him.
"Jimin....." I called to him to ask.
"What is it?" He asked softly.
Should I ask him? No, I don't want to spoil his mood. Let him be happy not thinking about it again.
"Nothing.." I said in a low tone.
"Now take some rest. You must be tired." He said and I nodded.
I put my head down and he put a blanket on me. I smiled at him for his help and he slept on the other side of the bed.
I kept thinking about her and I couldn't sleep. I thought about her when she used to make delicious dinner for me. She left small notes on the fridge, like where she kept the food or where she went or if she wanted me to do anything. I feel like the worst grandchild.
Thinking about her, I feel asleep.
****
"Y/n. Dear." I heard a familiar voice.
I turned and saw my grandmother standing right in front of me.
"Ahjumma? Ahjumma y-you c-c-came back?!" I was happy to see her.
"Y/n, I want to tell you something. But don't forget it." She said and came closer.
"What is it Ahjumma?"
"Child, there's something I've kept for you. You'll find it in a place where there are memories of us." She said and was slowly going back.
"Ahjumma! No don't go!" I shouted.
"DONT LEAVE ME!" I shouted my lungs out and got up suddenly.
I was trying to catch my breath back. My heart was beating fast. I let out heavy breaths.
"Y/n, are you okay?" Jimin got up and asked me.
"I'm fine, I'm fine. Yeah, I'm fine. Sorry for disturbing you. I'll just go to the balcony." I said and got up and left.
I stood there and the breeze brushed past my face. I felt calm and relaxed.
Then I thought what grandma had said. "A place with memories of us." I said and it kept running in my head.
'What is the place with our memories? Think y/n, think. Where could it be?' I thought but I couldn't imagine a place.
Suddenly a place came to my mind.
'Maybe I'll look for it once i return. It has to be the place I'm thinking of. I better write it down somewhere before I forget.'
I went inside and there these small notepads in the hotel room. I took one and wrote 'A place with memories of us.'
I tore the sheet and folded it and put it in my handy bag.
I sat on the corner of the bed and thought what it might be.
"What could it be, what could it be?" I whispered to myself.
"Who are you talking to?" Lisa asked and startled me.
"Girl, you scared the heck out of me." I said looking at her.
"Sorry. We need both of you to come out, NOW!" She said and went.
Me and Jimin looked at each other in confusion and walked out.
"Why did you call?" I asked.
"As we are jobless, I thought let's do something." Jin oppa said.
We sat down and listened to him.
"Here's actually a list I've written. And we'll be doing all of it. No matter what, everyone has to participate. And I'll be the judge for the games." He said.
"Ok." I said and sat behind.
He looked shocked.
"I didn't tell what you'll be doing and you accepted so fast. I like your spirit...So everyone's ok with it?" He asked.
"Yes." They answered together.
"Okay then let's start our first game. So the first game is....."
To be continued.....
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