บท 26: Luke's Thought
Luke didn't know what Elena thought because she was in a daze. Her eyes looked vivid, but He knew with a glance that she was thinking about something else.
She looked a bit sad. What made her looked sad? She didn't suit like this. He liked Elena's smile the most and her cheerfulness.
It made her life more colorful, and he didn't feel bored anymore as long as she was beside him and took care of him as she used to be. He can not believe other people easily, but He can trust in Elena. She is honest, pure, and without impurity. Her eyes are beautiful, and he could read her mood easily.
She is not like another noble girl who has many impurities and hidden motives. Elena never had that kind of thing. He understood her than anyone in the world about her character outside and inside. She is a brave and smart girl. She could handle hard work works that needed brains.
She looked strong outside, but he knew how fragile she is inside. She was always careful around me. She was polite towards me, I am her husband, but I always felt like we have a business partner relationship instead. I liked her to be more casual to me.
He couldn't blame her, though, it was his fault to make her attitude like that. I could imagine her character before meeting him. Maybe she will be more cheerful before they met, but his behavior is too cold towards her, made her uneasy, and felt anxiety.
It was me who ignored and neglected her in the past three years, but I blame her for her politeness. It was not her fault. It was I who change her character.
She begged Lke's forgiveness to him every time. She helped him with his company's matters, even though I didn't mind, but he couldn't comfort her at that time.
He was still unconscious, so he couldn't tell her anything to comfort her anxiety. I didn't want her to feel insecure, but I couldn't help it. She is the only one that made him fall in love this deep. I didn't even know how to react around her. He couldn't tell her that he knew everything she did while he was unconscious.
Even though he was in a coma, he could know and hear everything. It was only his body that didn't move, and his eyes couldn't open, but he was clear about everything else. He even remembered everything that happened when he was unconscious.
Elena always talked to him nonstop. He never felt so comfortable while listening to her soft and gentle voice like a spring breeze. He didn't like talking too much, but he wanted to talk more with Elena and wanted to hear her voice more.
She always reported about how the weather was, what happened to her while she was not beside me. She always talked with whom she met and spoke.
She always spoke about every little detail about everything that happened day by day.
She never forgot to tell me everything. She even forgot to take care of herself and forgot to eat on time.
No matter how tired she was or how late she was coming, she never forgot to report everything to me. When she was late to visit me, she always felt sad and guilty. I didn't blame her because she was already tired, but she made her voiceless tired that it heard. It made me depressed sometimes. Sometimes she spoke until I fell asleep beside me. It made me distressed so much.
But it also made me happy, she knew me better than everyone else, she knew that I liked to know more about her, I wanted to know what Elena did and what happened to her when she was not with me. Maybe I never realized how possessive I am.
Even after I awakened from a long sleep, she never changed at all. She was still a timid girl, but she never refuses her advances and stickiness. She smiled sweetly to me. I could feel her eyes and thought are full of me.
I wanted to make her a princess under my protection. I won't let her wronged, and I won't let her get bullied. I just wanted her to live freely and kept cheerful every day. I will support all of her decision. I will be the only one that can give her happiness, and she will be the only one who can keep me happy all of my life. It felt like we are fated to be together.
I kept hugging her tiny body in my arms, and that made me secure more. That night they thought about each other without even knew about it.
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