บท 74: Troubles of Heart (II)
Xiong Zhi was tugging the guzheng very hard. The guzheng was played very slow yet very hard and heavy. Like the player wanted to portrait how the world treated her badly. How her life was unjust. What terrible crime she committed to take away her most precious thing.
Xiong Zhi did not notice how her eyes were bloodshot. She visits that day. The day she and Linfeng died. The most painful day.
Her tears continued to pour out like how the faucet was broken.
Until one cold hand stopped her hands from playing more.
Xiong Zhi's eyes were still red. When she felt those hands, she knew which it belongs to.
She looked at the man of her dreams. The man who died in front of her.
Same face. Same worried eyes. But the man in front of him was younger. Making Xiong Zhi remembered that she was now brought in the past. Those things did not happen yet.
She still had a chance. To change everything. To make up for the lost time.
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Avalondra
Avalondra [1]- this was the unedited part. The author changed her mind and migrated this to author’s note.
**But she had the past. The past which she regretted so much. In that past, she doesn't have a chance to proclaim her feelings to him.
(A/n: No! Too early!!!! I forbid you!!)
***[RR]: listen to Xuantin! It's too early!****
But she kept hearing voices that she should not confess. That today was too early.
(A/n: Yup!! That's right! That's us!! The power of the author!!)
***[RR]: and the power of readers too!!***
(A/n: who told you to pop out you are ruining the moment! Let's continue our fight later! Go back!)
***[RR]: you're the first who ruin the moment!! Bad author!! Fine, let's fight later!****
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[1] - the sound of (A/n) and [RR] silent argument in the background as they agreed that they would continue their fight later on. This is their bickering:
(A/n: This is bad!! Linfeng just gone wild with his imagination!!)
***[RR]: And who's fault was that huh?!! You continued embarrassing Linfeng! Does he still have a face as a man?***
(A/n: You don't need that. Xiong Zhi might agree with me. Linfeng does not need a face for you! Only for Xiong Zhi!)
***[RR]: Do you have a grudge against me?! You always telling me to shut up every time I pop out! Now, you don't care anymore if Linfeng 's cool image become ugly in front of me?!***
(A/n: Hey! Hey! Hey! Who first keeps telling me to go back and to not interrupt every time I pop up? Ever since chapter 3,4...and and...uhmmm..too hard to go back in other chapters! So I was saying since that chapter 3 you keep bickering with me! Like I stole your phone !)
***[RR]: Don't mention my phone! I'm shutting you up those times because I felt it's unnecessary to come out! You just have to let me enjoy the show right?!***
(A/n: Still! I am just returning the favor! It's usual for me to appear, I am A/n! But you're not! You're ruining the moment! Like how you felt it was unnecessary for me to come out!)
***[RR]: Really? I'm JUST RUINING the moment? Fine.***
(A/n: Hey. I am just trying to explain--)
[1]- And the time runs out. Sorry for letting you read these two nonsense bickering. I think they will finish their quarrel after some time. Btw, you see me rarely, probably in one or two chaps at least. For now, I'll stand by as the narrator for today. As (A/n) was not in good condition. Happy Reading.
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