*Flashback Continued*
Chen Hana thought that since Xiu was getting accustomed to society, her psychological condition will improve. Her childhood trauma, she'll be able to overcome. However, Xiu's psychological shadow wasn't that easy to remove.
If anything, it only deepened with time.
They say a good actor is one that can become one with the character they are about to play.
Xiu was known to be that kind of an actor. There was no wonder why she succeeded and why she was highly praised always. But it had its deadly drawbacks.
The characters Xiu played, started to haunt her life. Her psychological condition had never recovered from the very beginning. She had just found a distraction for herself and while acting, she had learned to act normal. But at the end of the day, she was still the same person who had nightmares and whose personal life was filled with gloom.
People often took it as a joke whenever Xiu said that she was insane or crazy. She frequently said that she is mentally unstable. She wasn't joking. She always knew something was seriously wrong with her. And it took two lifetimes to fix it somewhat.
I won't say she is completely fine. Anyone can see that she isn't fine. But now, she has learned to overcome things because of the people that surround her.