Pain, pain, so much pain!
I was loved. By you.
I am still. Frozen.
I will simply stand still. Hoping.
My time stopped. Your time flowed.
Now:
I HATE YOU.
The moment I saw you. The instance I heard you. The second I felt you.
I regret them. Regret them so much.
Yesterday:
I LOVED YOU.
They leave a sour after taste. That first taste kills you literally from the inside off.
I shouldn´t have tasted. Shouldn´t have yearned. Shouldn´t have longed.
For you. Only for you. Why only and forever for you and no one else?
Fuck them! Fuck you!
Now:
I.S.T.I.L.L.L.O.V.E.Y.O.U.!
Pain, pain, so much pain.
I don´t want to love you. I want to be free from you. I want you to love me again.
Tomorrow:
I´LL STILL LOVE YOU AND I HATE YOU FOR THIS FEELING YOU LEFT BEHIND.
Yesterday I was happy. Indeed.
Now I´m not. For sure.
Tomorrow I won´t. Ever again.
Thank you for this pain.