บท 2: COMA ! ...
Every thing was black. Jack couldn't see anything. But he heard some noises. It wasn't clear. It was like an old radio with weak signals try to telecast a program. He couldn't move. He was stuck. Everything still was pure black.
He started to focus on who he was. where he was and what happened. First it was so hard. It was like he was in space with so many memories spinning around him, try to get into his mind. But it was out of order.
He started to remember every moment of his life little bit from here and little bit from there. His childhood memories, his sophomore year memories, his junior and high school memories. College memories. Every memory he had coming pieces by pieces, trying to fill a puzzle.
As he remembered everything , He also remembered what happened to his parents. That tragic, horrifying accident started to play like a video in his mind. He couldn't get rid of it. He tried so hard to forget it. But it kept coming over and over again.
He cried, he cried, he cried ... hundred times . Thousand times. But he couldn't even drop a tear. He wanted to kill him self. But he couldn't even control his own breath. He couldn't even move a finger. He couldn't open his eyes. It was like he was imprisoned in his own body. All he could do was think.
He lived that horrifying moment over and over again. He cried over and over again. He had already given up his will to live. Because he has nothing to live for now. All he ever did was try to impress his parents.
He didn't have any close friends. He didn't have any siblings. He didn't have any close relatives. He didn't have any lovers. All he had was a lots of lots of money which his father earned. He didn't even have a pet.
He tried to regret what he did with his life all those years. He was so disappointed of himself. At this moment he thought he heard something.
A voice! A beautiful voice!! "How could this possible? after all these times I had never heard a clear voice. everything was broken and noisy. After I've given up, now all the sudden I am hearing a voice!"
As he was thinking to himself, he forgot everything else. his grievances, all the tragedy. He tried to focus towards the voice. It was clearly a man. A youth.
"Who is he? what is he doing here?" Jack thought to himself because he had never heard his voice before. Jack couldn't see him. But for some reason he could hear his voice.
Like a rain to a desert he started to fill Jack's mind with stories. Ears with his sweet voice. At first he walked around the room and pulled a chair beside Jack's bed. Then Jack started to smell something sweet. Smell of flowers. What was the kind? Jack couldn't guess what was the flower but it sure did smell good!
Then the guy started to talk. "Hey jack! you probably don't know me. But I know you. well I kindda had a crush on you but didn't know you're whether gay or straight so I didn't try to talk to you. I first saw you at a party. I thought you're hot but I couldn't read you like any other person. You were kindda arcane back there.
Well you still are! But you didn't have any girlfriends so it gave me some hope! by the way sorry for stalking you. I was going to bump into you at your graduation party and well..... "
He stopped talking for a while and left out a sigh and then started to talk again. " I am so sorry what happened to you ! but don't you ever think that you're alone in this world , you have me! always! whether you're gay or straight. well if you're straight I'll be your best friend and if you're gay well then you'll get one hell of a boyfriend! "
Those words made Jack felt like alive and active again. Because apart from his parents he didn't have anyone that cared for him like this guy did. He didn't even know whether I am straight or gay but he still willing to go either way. wow! why didn't I had friends like this! Jack thought to himself.
Because Jack was from a wealthy, business family he didn't have friends that he could trust hundred percent. In the business world there was always competition for money and power! as Jack grew up he got used to being alone.
He had friends. But they were not the people he could trust with his life. Little bit wealth and power , they wouldn't think twice to betray him. That was the main reason he was still in the closet. Jack didn't have a friend who can trust with his secrets. And there wasn't anyone he could possibly think of as his boy friend. There were so many hot guys out there. But non of them were trustworthy.
And also his family was eminent so he didn't want to do anything that could destroy his father's reputation. Because of all these reasons he was still in the closet. And never tried to come out. But now everything had changed. he's probably going to die. And his prince charming has come for him. He wanted to shout out loud that he was gay to this person but he couldn't even move a lip.
His whole body was like a statue. Couldn't even shake a finger. He felt so powerless. He had never felt like this ever in his entire life.
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