บท 35: Double Date Pt. 2
Yoongi Oppa opened the door of the passenger side of his car and I got in. I saw through the side mirror that Jimin Hyung did the same for Mi-Young for the back door. She was sitting behind me while Hyung sat behind Yoongi. I could feel his piercing gaze on me. I sat uncomfortably trying not to look into the review mirror because I think I would die if we locked eyes.
My eyes were fixed on the road ahead of us when suddenly, Yoongi's hand slipped into mine as he intertwines our fingers. My eyes widen at the sudden attack on my hand. I thought we were done with playing a couple for now since he has to focus on driving. I tighten my grip on his hand to let him know that I wanted him to let go of my hand. I finally turn towards Yoongi and he had a wide grin plastered on his face and he just continues to hold. I faked a smile at Yoongi and tried to pull my hand back, but he held on tightly not allowing me to pull my hand away. I eventually gave up because I didn't want to cause any suspicion for the two behind us.
I caught a glimpse of Hyung watching us through the review mirror and he instantly looked away towards Mi-Young and smiled his cute eye smile to Mi-Young. He's no longer only smiling because of me. I need to get use to this fact, no matter how painful it was.
When we arrived, both guys opened the door for their respective partner and we all walked into the restaurant. We were greeted by a young lady who obviously was checking out both Hyung and Yoongi. I ignored it, but Mi-Young was quick to claim Hyung as her. She loops her arms around Hyung's elbow as they led the way to our table for four.
Mi-Young and I sat next to each other and across from our dates. It's hard to stay calm when Hyung's eyes keep on lingering on to me. I can see that he's not even focusing on what to order. Instead, he uses the Menu to cover his face while secretly stealing glances at me.
The waiter serves us water first and asks us what we would like to order. Both Mi-Young and Yoongi ordered medium rare steaks. Before I could even tell the waiter what I wanted, Hyung had already ordered for me.
"She'll have the Shrimp Carbonara and I'll take the same thing."
It's no surprise that Hyung knows what I love to eat and besides he always ordered for me whenever we went out to eat, but him ordering for me while we're both on a date with someone else was a bit too much for me.
"Actually, I'll take a steak too," I stubbornly refuse Hyung's order, although I really wanted it. It was actually my favorite and I was planning on ordering it. Darn it. Now I'm stuck with a damn steak. I lightly pouted as I handed the waiter my menu.
"But you love eating Carbonara-"
"Cancel my steak. I'll take the Shrimp Carbonara," Yoongi quickly tells the waiter before he took the last menu away from us. He noted it down quickly and took off with all the menu.
When our food arrives, both Yoongi and Hyung grabbed their plate of pasta and handed them to me. I sat with wide eyes at the both of them confused at what they were doing. Yoongi spoke first.
"Here, I ordered this for you. You should just eat what you love. Why did you order steak if you didn't even want it?"
Hyung took back his plate and a bitter smile could be seen on his face for a split second before it turned into a full eye smile.
"I was going to offer you mine, but since you're boyfriend already ordered for you, you should just take it. You love eating it anyways."
Not knowing what to do, I exchanged my steak with Yoongi Oppa's Shrimp Carbonara.
"I'll be sure to find out everything you like and dislike Hani. Now I know that you prefer pasta over steak," Yoongi showed his gummy smile as he starts to dig into the steak.
"Um, thanks Yoongi," I smiled back at him. I could see Hyung frowning a bit before digging into his food.
After finishing our food, Yoongi ordered wine for all of us and we just sat and talked.
"So Yoongi, when did you know that you liked Hani?" Mi-Young surprisingly asked Yoongi catching me off guard.
Yoongi turns to look at me and a smile spread across his face.
"When I woke up to her in my bed...."
My eyes widen at what he had just said. Call it reflex but I seriously flew across the table and punched Yoongi hard on his arm.
"Ow! What was that for?!" He grinned and cried out in pain.
"It's not what you two are thinking! Yoongi Oppa is just messing around-"
"But you did wake up in my bed- OW!"
I punched him again in the same spot. I knew my face had turned red on me. I couldn't look at Hyung's face. Mi-Young was giggling like always and she just teases us more. Embarrassed about the whole situation, I got up from my seat and excused myself to use the restroom.
I hasten my steps towards the restroom not wanting to stay there any second longer. I was about to enter the restroom when someone had grabbed my hand and pulled me away towards the back door of the restaurant where no one was around and it was dark making it harder to see who it was. I felt myself being pushed up against the wall and soon I felt a pair of soft lips on mine. It was a forced angry kiss and it was Hyung's. I know this lips. The same lips that I felt a few weeks ago. How can I forget these lips? My heart exploded in my chest as the angry kiss soon turns into a slow and passionate kiss. His hands no longer aggressively forcing my face on to his. Instead, his touch turned gentle and his lips slowly moved in sync with mine as we made out in that dark corner. I could feel his hand making its way down my back as he moves in even closer to me squishing me into the wall not leaving any gap between us.
I started tearing up as he continues to kiss me. I savored his kiss and his lips for a moment before I brought my hands up to his face and pulled him closer and kissed him back even harder showing him how much I loved him, how much I wanted him.... because I was about to hurt him again. When he breathlessly pulled away from me, before he could say anything I made sure to be the first to speak.
"Did my punches hurt you earlier Yoongi Oppa?"
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***Jimin's POV***
"Did my punches hurt you earlier Yoongi Oppa?"
My heart shattered. That's right, she likes him, not me. This stupid jealousy game isn't working. The tables have turned on me and I'm the one who is constantly jealous. I should have known. I shouldn't have come to this date. I should have just left when I first found out. I wouldn't be hurting as much as I am now.
"I'm not Yoongi....."
I tried to not let her know that I was hurt, that I was crying. I was glad it was dark so she couldn't see.
"Consider this a goodbye kiss. I'll leave my feelings here for you with this last kiss Hani."
I'm sorry for loving you Hani. And I'm sorry I can't stay friends with you anymore.
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***3rd person's POV***
Jimin let go of Hani and he returns to their table. He tells Yoongi and Mi-Young that something came up and that he has to leave now. He left some money on the table to pay for his and Mi-Young's share of the food and quickly left right after. Mi-Young grabs her stuff and followed Jimin out the door.
Hani slides down to the ground with her back on to the wall and tears streamed down her face. Her heart was is so much pain that she pounded at her chest to help ease the pain, only for it to hurt even more. She could hear someone approaching her.
"Hani?"
Yoongi moved towards the quiet sobbing that he heard in the back.
"I broke his heart again," she quietly whispered to Yoongi.
He found his way to her and sat down next to the shaken girl. She immediately turns to Yoongi and a painful sob could be heard from the girl. She grabs hold of the boy for some sort of comfort.
"He loves me so much and yet I continue to constantly break his heart. Why can't I just be selfish? Why can't I just admit that I love him Yoongi Oppa? My heart is hurting so much right now. I feel like I can't breathe Oppa. I love him so much, but I can't have him. Why Oppa? Why?"
Yoongi's heart ached as he lightly patted the broken-hearted girl's back. He didn't say anything but let her cry. When she calmed down, he stood up and help the girl stand. He took off his dress coat and put it on the small girl in front of him. He held her hand gently and led her out of the restaurant and took her home.
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***Yoongi's POV***
When we reached Hani's place, I parked my car and turned to see that she had fallen asleep. Her eyes swollen from all the crying that took place. Her makeup slightly smeared and she looked like an adorable child who was messily applying make up for the first time. I took this opportunity to memorize her features. She was so beautiful. I wanted to answer her earlier that I knew how it felt, to love someone and can't have them. Not only has it happened to me with Hoseok, it's happening again to me with Hani too.
I gently wake her up and told her that we've reached her house. She wakes up and thanked me as she unbuckles her seatbelt. I got out and rushed to open the door for her. I walked her to the gate of her house.
"Thank you Yoongi Oppa. I'm sorry for always relying on you. I know I'm such a burden."
"It's okay Hani..."
I've grown to like every little thing that you do Hani. Burden or not. I like you....
She opens up the gate and turns to me.
"Good night Yoongi Oppa and thank you again for tonight."
"Good night Hani...."
She walks in and closes the gate shut behind her. I waited until I heard that she had opened up her front door and gotten inside before I turned away finally went home.
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I took off Mi-Young's pumps and walked into the dark house. I turned on the lights and saw that all of Hyung's shoes had disappeared. I noticed that his jacket that he always hung on the coat hanger was also missing. I fasten my steps into the guest room. I opened the door and found that the room had been cleaned and all of Hyung's stuff was gone. The room was back to the way it was before Hyung had come to Korea. I saw a letter on the bed and I rushed to it and read it.
'Hani,
I'm sorry for leaving so suddenly, but I think it's for the best. It hurts every time I see you and if I want to forget you, I need to stop seeing you. I wish you and Yoongi all the best. I really do just want you to be happy, even if it's not with me. Thank you to you and your parents for the hospitality until now. I don't know when I'll be able to see you again, so until then, please take care of yourself and your parents. Annyeong, nae dongsang.
Jimin'
I clutched his letter close to my heart. I broke down once more. I slowly climbed into the bed that Hyung had slept in for the past months. It still had his scent and it just painfully made me miss him even more.
Hyung has left me....
To Be Continued...
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Shookieillegirl Thoughts on this chapter??? I'm so dramatic and thought these two chapters were shitty, except the kiss scene. Oh, did I tell you that I love you? Because I love you, the person reading this right now. Thank you so much for reading My Hyung.
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