บท 83: Worrying

Suga's POV

Seok Jin hyung look a bit in daze after he return with our food. I wonder what happened when he went out. For his face to be so worried about something, it must be really serious. I wanted to ask him during dinner just now but I don't want to spoil his mood during dinner so I waited patiently until everyone else finish their dinner and went to their rooms. I went to Seok Jin's hyung room and contemplated for a few minutes before knocking on his door. When he gave no reply, I walked back to my room. I'm really worried about him though. When I saw my phone light blinking, it means that I have a message. When I opened it, I smile without realizing.

From: Lilac

Hi Yoon Gi. How's your day?

To: Lilac

My day is great. I just laze around in the studio today because I have nothing on my schedule.

From: Lilac

Oh I see. By the way, I don't know if Seok Jin tell all of you about him coming over to my place today.

To: Lilac

Oh he didn't say anything about it. But he look a bit down when he came back. Do you know what's

wrong with him?

From: Lilac

Well if he didn't say anything to you all then I shouldn't say anything as well. Let him tell all of you on his own.

To: Lilac

Hmmm. I'm just wondering what's wrong with him only. Juts now when I went to his room, he didn't answer me. Maybe he slept already.

From: Lilac

I guess so.

To: Lilac

What about you? How's your day?

From: Lilac

It's been a horrible day for me.

To: Lilac

Why? What happened?

From: Lilac

Well it's all because of my so-called family. My so-called sister called me and told me that my dad is dying because of cancer and he wanted to meet me the last time before he closes his eyes. But I believe that it's just another lie for me to go back. Maybe it's because grandfather is gonna write his will. They needed me to be there because grandfather treats me really well since I'm young and he trained me to be his next successor. I know that they needed me to get more money from my grandfather. I don't even know if they have ever cared about me. It felt like I'm just a money making machine for them. Sometimes I don't even understand why God let me to be born in this family.

To: Lilac

Oh Lilac. How I wish I could grow wings and fly to you now to comfort you…

From: Lilac

It's ok Yoon Gi. I just want you to know about it. Don't worry too much about me. Go to sleep already. It's kinda late. Good night. Sweet dreams.

To: Lilac

Good night. Sweet dreams. Make sure you dream about me ya.