บท 3: How I Met My Friends Pt.2

The third person is Tiffany. She is actually a junior of mine. I know her through my sister. She had been a good friend to my sister since they were in primary school. She is one of the juniors that I could actually talk to well maybe because we like the same person in BTS which is Suga. She had always been such a nice junior although she also faces troubles with her so called friends in the school council. This is one of the reasons why I hate the school council. If it's not because that I want to get extra co-curriculum marks, I wouldn't have joined the student council. You have act proper and be a good role model to the students. We are always being threaten by the head of student council saying that she will kick us out if we do anything wrong. I did so man wrong things and yet I'm still in the student council. I couldn't stop laughing at the head for being blind. Although I can act so well as a part of the student council but most of my friends knew how mischevious I was. They also just laugh it off with me.

Tiffany had always had a hard life in the student council so I could only help her out silently. Many people like to tease me about how much I pamper Tiffany but that's not true. There are still things that she had to do on her own without my help. I'm just helping her by asking my other juniors to treat her better. Although they don't want to listen to this order but they couldn't go against me because I'm close with the vice head of student council. They know that if I report anything to her they will need to face the consequences. After that they just slowly stop bullying her. I had always told and advise her not to be nice to the people in the student council or else they would step on you. I had never allowed anyone to step on me. I don't even need to curry favour from any teacher for them to like me. I just need to ask like myself unlike some people who tried so hard to win the teacher's heart. The teachers are no blind though. They can see who's fake and who is sincere.

And the final one will be Nuna. To say the truth Nuna is one of my teachers and she's the closest person to me out of all my friends. When I first met her, she was my Moral and Etiquette teacher. I like her class because it was never boring. She used to tell us about the ghost stories that she heard in her university. It was always the most awaited class for me every week. The best thing is that my class there's only 14 people for Moral and Etiquette class. So, it's easier for her to focus on teaching us. I always have a principle which is not to get too close to my teacher but meeting her make me forget about that principle of mine. When Janette and I start talking to her about KPOP, we were actually surprised that one of our teachers actually knows KPOP. It was so fun to hear about her experience going to concert of other groups such as TVXQ, Super Junior and many more. We would have never thought that she had been to so many concerts during her university years.

Janette use to be someone important to me but after that our relationship starts to strain after I got close to Nuna. I started talking to Nuna on Facebook about KPOP since we don't have class every day. I was shocked when I found out that she was a big fan of BTS too. It's great to find another ARMY in school. From talking about BTS to gossips to personal problem that we face in school or family every day; we didn't realize that our relationship would grow deeper. Just by messaging her every day makes my day a little better. Many people just couldn't understand how do I have so much time to talk to her when there were loads and tons of homework. The reason was simple. Every day I would try to finish my homework faster so that I could spend some quality time with her. Talking to Nuna makes me feels like I have an elder sister since I have always been wanting one because I'm the eldest in the family. I tend to show my real side in front of Nuna when I'm always being so fake in front of others. My genuine smile and cute messages are not something everyone could see. Nuna had helped me a lot through my Form 2 year to say the truth.

Being in trouble Janette had brought me into severe depression. Without Nuna by my side and also BTS I don't think I would be able to live until now. I didn't want to see doctor so I hid it from my parents. Only Nuna and Ji An knows about it. I know that depression would become worst if it's not treated but I try my best to live like a normal human in front of others. I pretended to be happy on the outside hwile deeply hurting inside. Even after BTS healed me. My depression still comes back sometimes and those were the times where I needed Nuna the most. Her words of encouragement and her love towards me was something my family wasn't able to give me. As everyone know being the eldest you are being forced to grow up so that how I was brought up. Being with Nuna I felt like I had gone back to my childhood days where I would be able to actually act like a pampered child. I really act like that when I talk to Nuna. That's how close the both of us were. No one knows that we are actually that close. From time to time she would gift me with BTS's album.

When she went travelling, she would always buy treats for me. When we actually have time, we would go out for movies together. When I talk to Janette about what me and Nuna said. She asked me "Don't you think that you're troubling her so much." Her words had actually made me think twice on that. Because of depression my feelings had always been every sensitive so I actually let her easily influenced my thoughts. When I ask Nuna about that, I was glad that she told me that I had never been a burden to her and she finds it fun to talk to me. I was so delighted when I read her message that night. At that point, I realize that Janette once again try to harm my relationship with other people. Didn't she had enough with spoiling my relationship with Vivian now she wants to do it again. I hate her so much. I don't understand why must she stick her nose into every business of mine when she can't even handle her own one.