บท 4: A misunderstanding
I stop eating him who was formerly my mother.
As I modified my DNA, we can say that I have no genetic membership with this humanoid.
From where my instinct to want to eat her ...
Having eaten the rest, there were only bones.
I feel a complicated feeling ...
I am mitigated to my feelings, I am frustrated, satisfied, sad.
Argh! ... I hate his feelings!
I have to become used to my body, my instincts, otherwise I could lose control of myself.
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Time goes by and I remain sat on corpses, I take my time to adjust my thoughts, to think about my past, my present, and my future.
I know that the death is not the end ...
But I am afraid all the same ...
Fear of turned to this infinite nothingness ...
Without the sense time, without the possibility of amusing, of learning, and of communicating with the others.
I do not want to return to it anymore ...
And I would do everything not to return to it, even if it means destroying everything ...
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The night came, the light of the moon stops in the cavity of the tree, it offers no visibility inside the tree.
I feel more quiet, to calm ...
The noise of the night insects, the tree leaves rustle, drops of water falling on the rock ...
The foul smell of the decaying corpses ...
I am alive ...
I set more time to appreciate, listened, savored ...
This intoxicating sensation of what is to be alive ...
That's why I am here ...
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I do not want to use my "En" to scan all the place.
I want to discover this place by myself, it makes for so long ...
It seems to me so entertaining ...
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While I walk, I can hear my bones which his tight by emitting deaf crackles.
My appearance and the same as the one that I had before my death.
My muscles are protruding.
I can feel every muscular fiber, every cell of my body to move.
My skin is of beige color ...
To verify if my blood is realy of the red color, I use my nail and makes me a notch on my thumb.
The color of my blood is very red ...
I have a tail as that of my former life but that one is finer and less voluminous.
In spite of my small size of 60 cms my body does not seem to block me ...
I shall have my grown-up size in a few months.
I suppose that the result of my size will depend on what I consume in this world.
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I can see in the total black ... Even if we can see nothing in this place, it imports me little.
I go to the pile of objects, it is strange because there is a great deal of clothes in the shape of dress to tear filled the some on the others.
I can see weapons, shields, bow and crossbow, sticks with gemstones to overlay in their summits, damaged pounds, flasks compromise of liquid of various colors.
There are also rings, hundred.
Why this creature did he collect things as useless as it?
I found nothing interesting, has a share the damaged pounds ...
I take one of the books, he has a cover of red color.
I notice that pages is in perfect States, diagrams, the symbols strange are perfectly readable as if the passage of time does not affect the inside of the book but only the book cover.
Strange ... I notice no energy engaged ...
I go through each of pages ... More and more intrigue. More and more frustrate ...
I understand nothing ...
I take other one of the books, the cover of that one is of blue color ...
He contains exactly the same strange symbol, but not the same diagrams.
But it changes nothing! I can understand nothing of all this ....
Frustrated and annoyed, I collect the pile of books of a hand and return them in the center of the cavity.
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I cannot ... I do not understand ... How is he possible?
I was able to learn to read a multitude of languages with ease ...
But comparants all the knowledge of my former life with these strange symbols and diagrams ...
It is impossible ... I am illéttrer.
I am frustrated by my incapacity to learn and of understanding of this knowledge ...
I need a method and a base to understand the infinity of knowledge which propose to me all its symbols and diagrams.
But with it ... I know that world can amuse me.
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The dawn his sunrise .... and ....
I do not anymore want to stay in this place.
I get up and go towards the exit of the cavity of the tree.
A cold wind rises, the smell of the forest, the birdsongs, the noise of a brook.
I am in a clearing, in the center of this clearing is a titanic tree of several kilometers high ... the tree in which I was born.
The clearing is surrounded with trees, they are various colors, greens, Orange, red, yellow.
This variety of colors offers in the nature, the certain touch of delight and enchantment, the titanic tree adds a mythical aspect.
I can feel the strength of life of the nature, the vital force which surrounds me seems to hold me before being to absorb by the pores of my skin.
I can that close eyes and savor this moment ...
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I think that I lost the sense time ...
I can feel the sun caressing my face ...
I open eyes, and keep walking.
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I walk since a few hours ...
I traveled at least 700 kilometers.
And I did not meet beings endowed with intelligent yet, it seems to me strange ...
How my mother and this creature did they make to find itself anywhere, in the middle of this forest?
Why there was so much corpse and of ossement?
I found no footprint, none traces whom they have was transported by any means of transportation ...
They cannot teleport from nowhere? ...
Can they fly? ...
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AH? ...
I can hear noises... Something flies towards me from high speeds.
I free my "En" to form a zone of 15 kilometers.
I can finally see them, humanoids, some have wings, else fly with their sword, other Levites above ground level ...
They do not use "Nen" ...
I can feel no energy.
It intrigues me ...
Do I have to wait for them? Or to use my wings to reach them?
I am going to wait their coming ...
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The being Humanoid with 12 wings seems to be their leaders.
Of a gesture of hand of their leaders, and the humanoids stop all over me ...
The being humanoid speaks to me, but I understand nothing ...
I can only feel their feelings, most are curious, others have only some disgust, some of the pity ...
I take an inspiration ... And speak for the first time ...
"Pitiful creature how dare to look at me like that ..."
"At first I had only some curiosity, but ..."
"ME! MERUEM"
"Authorizes you all ..."
"To die."
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