บท 26: Actually Tessa and I have Plans
I try to study when I get back to my room but I can't focus. After staring at my note for an hour, I decide to go take a shower. The co-ed bathrooms still make me uncomfortable when they are crowded but no one ever messes with me. The hot water feels amazing and loosen up my tense muscle. I should feel relieved and happy that Harry and I have reached some sort of truce but now the anger and annoyance has been replace with nervousness and confusion. I have agreed to spend time with Harry tomorrow, doing something "fun" and I am terrified. I just hope it goes well and we can be friends. I don't expect to become best friends with him but I need us to get to a place where we don't screen at each other everytime we talk.
When I get back to my room, I find a note from Steph saying Tristan is taking her off campus for dinner. I like Niall's roommate Tristan, he seems really nice despite his over use of eyeliner. If Steph and Tristan continue to see each other then maybe when Noah to visit we could all go do something together. Who am I kidding? I know Noah would not want to hangout with people like Tristan and Steph, and I will admit that up until there weeks ago I never would have either.
I end up calling Noah before bed, we haven't talked all day.
"Hey Tessa how was your day?" He asks me as soon as he picks up.
"It was good, long but good" I should tell him that Harry and I are going to hang out tomorrow.
"That's good to hear. I had a soccer game tonight in Seattle, I am just getting back".
"That's awesome, how did it go?" He tells me how they beat Seattle High by a landslide, even though they are one of the best team in the state. We talked about this family and before I know it we are getting off the phone. I couldn't find the right time to mention my plans with Harry tomorrow, honestly I didn't try.
The next day goes by far too fast. Liam I and walk into Literature and Harry is already in his sit.
"Are you ready for out date tonight?" Harry asks and my mouth falls open. Liam's does too.
"It's not a date, we are only hanging out as friends" I tell Liam, ignoring Harry. Day one of our quest to become friends is not going well so far.
"Same thing" Harry smirks and I roll my eyes. I avoid him the rest of the class which is easy since he doesn't try to talk to me.
"Be careful tonight" Liam tella me after class.
"I will, we are just trying to be civil since my roommate is his friend"
"I know, you're really a great friend to her. I am just not sure Harry deserve your kindness" he says and I look up at him.
"Don't you have something else to do besides bad mouth me? Get lost" Harry snaps from behind me. Liam frowns and looks at me again.
"Remember what I said" he says and walks away.
"You don't have to be cruel to him, you guys are practically brothers" I say and his eyes go wide.
"What did you just say?" He growls.
"You know, your dad and his mom?" Was Liam lying? Or was I not suppose to mention this. Liam said not to mention Harry's relationship with his dad but I didn't think he meant the whole thing.
"That is none of your business, I don't even know why the asshole even told you that. I am going to have to shut him up it seems"
"You leave him alone Harry, he didn't even want to tell me but I got it out of him" I defend him. The idea of Harry hurting Liam makes me sick. I need to change the subject. "So where are we going today?" I ask and he glares at me.
"We aren't going any where, this was a bad idea" he snaps, turns on his heels and walks away.
What the hell? he really is bi-polar, I am sure of it. The anger and frustration I feel towards Harry returns and I make my way back to my room. When I open the door I find Zayn, Tristan and Steph inside. I would usually be annoy with this many unexpected guests but I need the distraction and I really like Zayn and Tristan.
"Hey Tessa! How are your classes today?" She asks and gives me a big smile. I can't help but notice the was Tristan's face lights up when Steph smiles.
"They were okay, you?" I sit my books on my dresser and she tells me about her professor spilling coffee on himself so they got out early.
"You look nice today Tessa" Zayn tells me and I thank him and sit on Steph's bed with the three of them. The bed really is small for all of us but it works. The door opens a few minutes later and we all turn to see who it is. it's Harry. Ugh.
"Geez Harry you could at least knock for once" Steph scold him and he shrugs. "I could have been naked or something" she says and he laughs. She smiles, obviously not angry at his lack of manners but I am sure she is used to him walking in here all the time.
"It's nothing I haven't seen before" he jokes and Tristan's face falls while everyone laughs. I can't find the humor either. I hate thinking about Steph and Harry together.
"Oh shut up" she says, still laughing and grabs ahold of Tristan's hand. His smile return and he moves a little closer to her.
"What are you guys up to?" Harry asks and sit on my bed. I want to tell him to get off but I keep quiet. I thought for a second he had come here to apologize but now I know he just came to hang out with his friends and I am not one of them.
"We are actually going to go the movies, Tessa you should come too" Zayn smiles. Before I can answer Harry interrupts.
"Actually Tessa and I have plans" he says, there is a strange edge behind his voice. He is so moody.
"What? Zayn and Steph say in unison.
"Yea, we have plans. I was just coming to get her" Harry smiles and stands up. "You ready or what"? My mind screams 'No!' but I nod.
"We will see you all later" Harry announce and practically pushes me out of the door. He leads me to his car and surprising me, he opens the passenger door. I stand still with my arms crossed.
"I will remember not to ever open a door for you again" he snaps and I shake my head.
"What the hell was that? I know you didn't come here to get me, you just told me that you didn't want to hang out with me" I yell. We are back to yelling at each other. He makes me crazy, literally.
"Yes I did, now get in the car"
"No! If you don't admit that you didn't come here to get me, I will go back in there and to the movie with Zayn" I tell him and he clenches his jaw. I knew it. I don't know how to feel about this revelation but somehow I knew Harry didn't want me to go to the movie with Zayn and that is the only reason he is trying to hang out me now. "Admit it Harry or I am going"
"Okay, fine. I admit it. Now get in the dammed car. I won't ask again" he says and gets in the car. Against my better judgement, I get into the car. Harry still looks angry as he pulls out of the parking lot. He turns the screaming music way too loud. I reach down and shot it off.
"Don't touch my radio" he snaps.
"If you are going to be a jerk the whole time I don't want to hang out with you" I say and mean it.
"I'm not, just don't touch my radio" my thoughts go back to him tossing my notes into the air and I want to yank his radio out and throw it out of the window. if I knew I could, I would.
"Why do you care if I go to the movies with Zayn? Steph and Tristan were going too"
"I just don't think Zayn has the best intentions" he says quietly, his eyes glued to the road.
I begin to laugh and he frowns. "Oh, and you do? At least Zayn is nice to me" I can't stop laughing. The idea of Harry trying to protect me in some way is hilarious. Zayn is a friend, nothing more. Just like Harry.
Harry rolls his eyes but doesn't give me an answer. he turns the music back on and the screaming music literally hurt my ears.
"Can you please turn it down" I beg.
He turns it down but still leaves it on. "That music is terrible" I tell him and he laughs.
"No it's not, I would love to know your opinion on good music" he smiles. He looks so carefree with his window down, the breeze blowing through his hair. He reaches one hand up and pushes his air back. I love the way his hair looks when it is pushed back. I shake the thoughts off my head.
"Well I like Bon Iver, and The Fray" I finally answer.
"Of course you do" he chuckles.
"What's wrong with them? They are insanely talented and their music is wonderful" I defend my two favorite bands.
"Yea..they are talented. I hear their speciality is putting people to sleep" he laughs and I reach across and playfully swat his shoulder.
"Well, I love them" I say with smile. If we could just stay in this playful state, I might actually have a good time. "Where are we going?"
"We are going to one of my favorite places"
"Which is where?"
"You really have to know everything that is going on don't you?"
"Yea..I like to.."
"Control everything?" he interrupts and I stay quiets. I know he is right but that's just the way I am. "Well, I am not telling you until we get there...which will be only about five minutes now" he tells me and I sit back against the leather seat of his car. What kind of car is this anyway?.
"What kind of car is this?" I ask him. I need a distraction from not knowing where we are going.
"It's a Ford Capri, a classic" he boasts, obviously proud of his car. He goes on to tell me about it even though I have no idea what he is talking about. I like to watch his lips as he talks, the way they move slowly as the words are even slower. "I don't like to be stared at" he says harshly but smile a little after.
"I..I was just listening" I lie, my mouth dry.
"We are here" he says and pulls onto a gravel road.
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