บท 1: A lil something about myself

Joy. The name is a constant reminder of how my life is filled with everything but , I've never had a kiss , a boyfriend or even a genuine real friend. Sound sad doesn't it. My time now is limited ,everyones is. If I had known I would die before I reach 20,my life could've been more exciting I guess. Jeez, my parents must be content with themselves leaving me alone to survive in this cold cruel world. Ugh let's not talk about them for now. They don't deserve me. I've learned to survive alone for most of my life,it's not fun trust me. The people who talk about how fun it is living alone must either be crazy or liars. That's enough talking,let's get back to reality.