Was it really my fault?
Of course, it's my fault why he left. I chose my first love than him. And now, he finally found someone that will love him and will cherish him and will choose him .
"Love? Why are you crying?"
"It's nothing love, don't mind me."
"Do you miss him? You know, you can always go back to him and explain everything. I'm sure that he will understand you, he loves you."
Easier said than done. Why bother explaining my side if he already have someone by his side? I know that my explaination is nothing to him anymore. And it pains me everytime I see him smiling to his someone new lovingly the way he looked like me before.
"Love, you should sleep. It's past your bedtime. I'll sleep after an hour. " I told love, he's doctor prescribed him to sleep early so he could recover faster.
I love my brother so much, he's the only famiy I have.