I wanted to sleep but I also wanted to satisfy my desire. Which one was my trueself I wondered. Who was the right me?
The one who want to sleep or the one who want to go on?
The thing is I must find a solution to control myself whether emotion or logic. I must find a way... because to be able to control myself is just like to be able to control the world.
I found out that I perceive the world not the other way.