บท 7: 7. Lost
I rush inside trying hard to avoid Claudia's questioning and yet some how I don't think that would be manageable as I try to make my way up the stairs she calls me back I try hard not to look and hide my already blushing face from her but she is not one to let things go ... never has been, I take a deep breath and sigh, then start back down the stairs I look at her and she is looking at me with a wicked smile and I can't help but blush deeper.
Spill it Claudia commands and I can only muster as a quick response "Spill what?" Trying to look realistically innocent as I look over at her.
Don't play dumb with me little miss innocent I have known you all your life so spill it every last little bit of detail, because I'll be damned if this isn't exactly what Mrs Mathews had in mind.
*winks at me mischievous*
I think she played us. You are practically wrapped around that boys pinky, So when exactly did all this closeness begin because by the looks of it ... you two seem very comfortable with each other out there.
Starring at Claudia like a dear caught up in headlights I start to explain what happened the day the guys came over to help at the shop and how the moment I saw him everything felt different and how we had started talking once Jack went back to mama gina's and he continued to help me around with things through out the day, how I invited him to a cup of coffee and we talked about some interests and well then at the end of the day he invited me to lunch and I had said yes with out even thinking about it.
That explains some of it Claudia cuts in but ....?
well I constantly heard you moving around Last night, I figured you had a good reason for the lack of sleep may be you were anxious about the shop opening or stuff like that never had I imagined you were nervous about a date or scared of it.
I'm not sure why? but I had been feeling a litter nervous and well there are so many things that I can't ... I'm not quite sure what to do ... in sure I can truly see myself spending time with him and ... then there was today which threw me off for a while ... *sigh* ... I'm so Stupid Claudia I saw "him" this morning and I thought he was leaving mama gina's so I made my way over to speak to him ... remember I told you this morning I had something to do well I made my way to meet up with him but umm... I saw him flirting with one of the girls from the restaurant ...
That Cheatin S...O...B...! *...* Claudia calls out.
Ok calm down Its not technically cheating we're not officially dating here I cut in to her rant She stares at me in confusion so I continued, Well I tried talking to him and he blew me of *Claudia grunts in anger as I see her glaring with rage,*
that's when I came back to the shop and told you I'd be leaving because I didn't feel like being at the shop. I came home trying to calm my self down I thought I had maybe made to much of nothing I mean we practically don't know each other and I'm sitting here mad because he's talking to some girl and then it hit me maybe she's his girlfriend and I ...
He has has a girlfriend Claudia yells at me as she's pulling on my arm are you kidding me she continues haven't we had enough with that kind of situations.. and now this ... and you ...
Claudia calm down I say to her I'm not doing anything wrong
Claudia listen to me please ... Trust me ok. * Claudia sighs and steps back away from me. *
Listen to me I need you to pay attention, Claudia do you remember Mrs Mathews Has 3 sons right she nods her head at
me,
"yeah so what?"
Well ... I continue ... I guess I must have seen his brother and mistakenly thought it was him. So I missed our lunch date and I guess that's when he came to you and ended up here at home trying to explain him self and apologise for something that he hadn't even done. I so freaked out on him I could see the shock and pain in his eyes and so I stopped and I let him explain with detail and well I think... well more like I'm sure I was wrong about everything.
claidia speaks up "So your going to buy in to it and believe something that he could totally be making up ... we don't know him we barely know his mom she's a great lady but come on it's not like she knows or has to know everything that her children do."
Actually since I saw him step out I kind of noticed something was off and that's why I went over but was lost in my head at the sight. Once he came here and we talked it out I realized it wasn't even him that's why he blew me of that way. I've never seen his brother ... His Twin Brother I emphasize and she looks over at me confused ... Oh My God! I hear her below out. I know right Mrs Mathews has been telling us about her boys none stop because they are single and well I guess you forgot just as I did when he came over until I was reminded of Damen so all along I was mad and hurt with Damen's action yet Eros still came and took the time to explain everything. So we talked and talked...
So are you guys?... Claudia questions me
I'm not sure of anything all I know is that I like being near him around him and with him. Eros said we should try to spend some time and get to know each other better and I agreed.
Well well well kelly ain't this something straight out of a ... What The Fuck kinda moment ... What happened to Miss I don't need a man to protect me and I don't need to be married to be happy and all that bull crap you said before...
I'm not sure anymore Claudia he makes me think and feel things that are ...
Have you told him about William she asks ... no there is nothing to tell! Claudia you and I know that's all my mother wishful thinking and nothing more.
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