บท 221: Stormy Days

---Adhiti---

        I search and search, again and again. I am losing patience. I want to see Nicholas. I checked again other places if I had missed something. I closed my eyes hard trying to control myself. But I can't. I can't waste anything anymore. I need to burst. I want to burst out. 

"Noooo!" I screamed to let out of my frustration and I don't care what it does in the world.

"My child," Father called and I didn't dare to look at him. "Patience." I heard his footsteps as he came close to me.

"I can't find him," I mumbled, my voice breaks. 

        Thinking that Nicholas's soul has been tortured pains me. I can't bear it. I breathed heavily and I slowly calm myself as my father reached my shoulder.

"You'll find it. Don't worry. How you rest?" He asked but I shook my head.