บท 13: Chapter 13 - Point Of Views (F)
{** Warning..had mature content!!! For 18 years and above! **}
~REGAN'S P.O.V.~
My desire for her was eating the hell out of me and I gave in. I didn't know how this whole thing started but the one thing I already knew was that I wanted her. I couldn't recalled when it started but I desired her badly.
Hearing her moaning and panting ignited the hidden fire within me. I couldn't believe how much I desired her. My hand left her breast once again and started unbuttoning her pants. My lips were alternatively giving her breasts attention. When I successfully unbuttoned her pants, I pulled it down to her knees together with her panties. My hand slid between her legs and cupped her intimate part causing her to gasped and her body jerked off. My breathing became short and ragged as I saw the sight of her enjoying my touch. My inner self was telling me to stop because this was wrong, for her and for me but the thought disappeared quickly soon.
I felt her so wet against my palm and my mouth watered for wanting her so badly. My fingers worked its magic on her clito*** and that made her squirm and moaned louder. Her fingers were tugging through my hair. We were so lost in our own little world and we didn't care if anyone would see what we were doing in the living room. I was about to full her pants and panties further down when her cellphone ringing tone interrupted me. Her body went still, opened her eyes snd removed her hands from my head. She tried to get up but my fingers started to move again against her sopping cu** and she bit her bottom lip, controlling her moans.
"I-I need to answer my phone." She said in a small trembling voice. Her hand were trying to pull my hand away from her womanhood but I kept up my pace, caught her lips again for a rough kiss, determined to finish what we have started. My hand moved faster and her muffled wails became louder. I deepend our kiss again and she was responding in equal fervor, hesitantly at first, then surrendering her body to me. After a few seconds of continuous effort, I felt her body tensed up and quaked in my arms, reaching her limit. Her climax was so powerful that she screamed in my mouth.
I let go of her lips and stared at her, her lips were slightly open and swollen from our kiss. Her eyes were closed. She looked so erotic. 'What have I done?' I sighed and took her into my arms gently.
"I am sorry. Was I too rough?" I asked her gently and she shook her head slowly as a response.
"Then why are you crying?" My heart was beating erratically, suddenly afraid of what her response would be.
"I-I was just embarrassed and confused. Why are you doing thus things to me? If you are just playing with me, please stop." She pulled away from me and wiped her tears, stood up and pulled her pants and panties up. I noticed her hands were trembling and her cheeks were red. She was about to put on her bra when I swiftly grabbed it away from her. Her mouth fell open, staring at me with questionnaires.
"Sir, please!" She pleased and as if a glass of cold water pour over my head.
"Sir, my a*s! After what we have just done, you will call me that? I can't believe it." I said in exasperation.
"Then answer my questions! Why are you doing these things to me? You are confusing me, you know! You were treating me like I didn't matter before, then... then... suddenly y-you claim me like you desire me all of a sudden..." She said and her blushing cheeks reddened while whispering the last part. She embraced herself and sat on the coach, hiding her chest from me. I didn't know how to answer her and remained standing for few seconds. I swallowed the lump in my throat and stared at her. My desire for her rekindled at the sight of her sitting there half naked. She was the only woman who could do this to me. The desire I felt for her was unbelievable that I felt my manhood tightened in my pants. I swore under my breath, it felt like going and about to explode anytime.
"I-I don't know. The only thing that I know right now is I want you so much that.... that...." I desperately ran my fingers through my hair. I couldn't find the right words. She looked stunned of what I have said. She opened her mouth to say something but closed it again without any words. I was about to say something when her cellphone started ringing again. I swore under my breath knowing who it was. She picked up her cellphone and answered.
"Hello? ...I'm sorry Gian. I didn't hear my phone ringing just now. Yes... give me five minutes.... Okay. See you. Bye!" I was just watching her while she was talking on the phone.
"Please give me my bra back. Gian is already outside. I need to go." She said while evading my gaze. I handed her the bra back and watched her fixing herself up. I clenched my teeth in agony at the thought of her being with that guy. She was about to leave when I gasped her arm. I could feel the tension between us as we stared into each other eyes.
"W-What do you want?" She asked, shuttering. I raised my hand to the corner of her lips and wiped the smudged lipstick carefully. I couldn't help but stare at her luscious swollen lips after removing the smudged red mark at the corner of her lips. I bowed my head and kiss her again but she evaded it, turning her head to the side. I heaved a sigh and let her go.
"I need to go." She whispered and walked out of the door like she was being chased.
"I want us to talk when you come back." I said before she could close the door.
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~CARINA'S P.O.V.~
I walked out of the house gathering all the strength I could have. My knees were trembling that I was surprised how I managed to walk away from him that quickly. Gian was smiling to me while I was approaching him but his smile suddenly disappeared when I was infront of him..
"What happened to you? Your hair is messy and I... I don't know, something's not right." He said, his forehead wrinkled as he inspected my appearance. I untied my hair and re-fixed it with my fingers.
"N-Nothing. Let's go. I am going to retouch in the car." I was about to enter into his car when I noticed Gian was staring at the house. I followed his gaze and my eyes widened at the sight of my shirtless boss at the front door, staring back at us. I grabbed Gian's hand, motioning him to get inside.
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After retouching my make-up, I pretended to be busy with my phone. Even though I was just checking my social media account, I could sense in Gian's eyes that he wanted to ask me something but I wanted to avoid his questions as much as possible. He seemed to noticed that and keep quiet. We had just casual conversation about my time here and his experiences in France.
We parked at least a kilometer away from the Eiffel Tower and walked over. The summer was almost over but there were still lots of tourists lurking around the area.
"I think we should eat first before we stroll around." I heard Gian said. His voice sounded so distant because my mind was on a different time, my time with him a while ago. Just the thought of him made my body tingle and scream for his touch.
"Hey Cari, you're with me or not?" I heard Gian sighed and I felt guilty all of a sudden. I was with him the whole times but my mind was full of someone else.
"Yes. I am here. You were saying?" I tried to brighten my face with a smile, making him smile at well.
"I said, we should eat first. Where do you want to eat? There were international cuisines here." He suggested.
"I want to try some Japanese cuisine."
"Okay. I know a great Japanese restaurant here. Let's go!" Gian tugged on my hand and I chuckled at him.
"By the way, you look great today." He complimented without looking at me. I looked at him and suddenly saw seriousness on his face.
"Thank you Gian. You look great yourself too." I complimented back and made him smirked like a fool.
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After we ate, we walked to the famous Eiffel Tower. I was so excited to see it. When I was younger, going to France to see the Eiffel Tower was one of my dreams. I even drew it when our elementary's teacher asked to draw the place we wanted to visit someday.
"Wow! It's so beautiful here Gian. I squealed as I wrapped my arm around his, gazing at the tower which was changing its color every now and then. There were a lot of tourists sitting on the bermuda grass around the Champs de Mars, eating, drinking, dancing, talking, kissing etc. The mood was very lively because of the loud music coming from the loud speaker. A lot of couple were dancing to the tunes of the music. We sat at the upper part of the Champs de Mars, overlooking the tower and the large garden along with the large fountain.
"Let's take a picture together." Gian suggested to me and I brought out my phone to take a picture with him, our back was the view of the tower.
"Send it to me." He said happily and I gladly sent it to him. We sat on the Bermuda grass when we were tired of walking. We talked and laughed together while eating the snacks we brought at a food stand awhile ago. Being with Gian was so much fun that I forgot about him. I sighed again when I remembered about him. 'Why do I always think about him? Do I like him that much?'
"Cari, I have something to tell you." I heard him say but I continued eating ans staring blankly.
"Hey! Cari, what's up with you today? You keep on staring into oblivion, as if you were not here." Gian's voice sounded a little disappointing and I felt guilty again. I could see that he was excited about being together with me but I kept on day dreaming infront of him, thinking about someone.
"Sorry. What were you sayin' again?" I tried smiling cheerfully and diverted my attention to him. His frown softened snd stared at me seriously. He then took my hand and held it gently.
"Cari. I have been keeping this a secret from you for a long time. I guess this is the right time for me to tell you about it." He heaved a nervous sigh and continued, softly caressing my hand with his. His eyes looked directly into my eyes as he spoke.
"Please don't be mad at me but I have been in love with you since we were in high school. I wanted to tell you for sometimes ago, but the time wasn't always right." I stared at him. I was shocked If his revelation that my lips were hanging opened, unable to say anything. I reluctantly pulled my hand away from his and suddenly felt uncomfortable with his gaze.
"You don't know what you're talking about Gian." I said and averted my eyes from his gaze. He moved closer to me and held my shoulder, shaking them gently.
"I am serious Cari! I love you. Not as a friend but as a man in love with a woman." I could see the honesty in his eyes and my heart sank. Gian is a very special person to me snd I love him, but only as my bestfriend. I was unsure what to say to him so that I wouldn't hurt his feelings. I stared back at him helplessly.
"Do you have someone?" He suddenly asked and I saw him clenched his jaw. I couldn't say anything. 'Do I have someone?' I didn't know how to answer that. I felt so confused.
"You don't have to answer me right now if you can't. But I will wait for your answer and I hope that.you will choose me." He said gently and kiss my knuckles. My heart fluttered. Being with Gian was calming and feeling safe but I couldn't feel any love sparks between us.
"Gian...." He put her fore-finger on my lips to silence me.
"I will wait for your answer. I want you to think about it carefully before you tell me your answer." He said and I nodded hesitantly.
After the awkward moments between us, he changed our topics and I felt relieved. We talked like nothing happened and the light atmosphere between us came back. It was already 11.30pm when we decided to go home.
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