บท 40: day 2 of trip ( both looking to each other)

KAKERU interrupts """fuck... So finally he saw you, I'm sure he recognized you... after all you stayed with him the whole night. .....

With a sigh, JIHARA says, "Yes, you are right." After all I stayed with him all night ,And he looked at me but like a stranger .He came very close to me, he was busy talking to his friends, and our eyes also met for a moment, because I was looking at him only, I had tears in my eyes.He saw me and the next moment he started talking to his friends again, and within no time he left from there with his group. I was once again very depressed, I sat there on my knees, and a long sadness came over me. After this I saw him in the canteen during lunch time but this time it was amazing that he looked at me once. When I went to class after lunch, I saw that Moon was already sitting in the class.And then I remembered that we were both in the same class now, I could watch him as much as I wanted, because of failing he was in an A grade, and because of passing I had reached A grade. ,And now we both were in the same class, but the better thing was that I was a back bencher, he was sitting two seats ahead of me, so I could see him continuously. And now my focus was not on the class but only on him.I can still feel how wonderful it is to see him in class every day, to hear his voice,He was surrounded by a lot of girls, he was still a bad boy. The whole school knew him as a bad boy, a spoiled rich man. But I was the only one who knew that as bad and heartless as he appeared to be, he was actually a good person.He did not study and kept sleeping in the class, even the teacher did not have the courage to get angry at Moon.All his friends used to come to him during lunch and break time,And just like that, I didn't realize when six months had passed.

And one day the bell rang for lunch, Kaito and other students were going out of the class, obviously everyone had to have lunch, Moon's friends had called him from outside for lunch, he refused.He said "I AM not hungry, I am sleepy now.And he again started sleeping with his head on the bench, and then a girl asked to impress Moon, """I have brought tiffin from home, would you like to have lunch with me?" ..... He looked at the girl with surprise and said, "Tiffin from home.....? What is that?"The girl looked at the moon with strange eyes and became silent. But I was not surprised, I knew that he had never taken a tiffin in his life, so he did not know what a home-made tiffin was, perhaps his mother had never even prepared a tiffin for him. once again i felt bad for him.

Nonsense… It seems like his mom and my mom were the same… Kakeru interrupted and said ...I can understand why he was so angry with himself. Those children become broken whose parents do not pay attention to them.

Jihara says, "Yes, it's true, I felt after looking at Moon that he was very broken, he was not worried about anything,He did not study.did not eat on time, doesn't respect anyone , He used to take drugs and had relations with girls.

Kakeru says again """What happened next between you two...? And don't say that you prepared lunch for him.

yes i prepared lunch for him Jihara replied..

Kakeru whispered….I knew….

The very next day I had prepared lunch for him and packed it in a cute tiffin, and now the dilemma was how should I give him the tiffin. , I didn't even have the courage to talk to him, Kaito had already refused that he would not help. And as I was very nervous, I just sat on the back bench and watched him, and at lunch time he went out with his friends I ran to the canteen and saw that all his friends were sitting there but Moon was not there. And I knew he'd be in the library And in the last one and a half years, I also came to know that he was more in the library at those times when he was more sad. , I went to the library and my eyes were searching for him, since it was lunch time and there were not many students in the library. , and then I noticed his white hair, it was a little funny but he was the only one in the whole school who had white hair , He was searching some books, I moved ahead timidly and stood in front of the book row in which he was standing. And as soon as he picked up the book in front of him, our eyes met once again,Since I was looking at him I was very nervous,But he still didn't say anything, kept searching for books.Ahhhh, my heart was beating fast, I was not able to understand what to say to him… but I wanted to give him tiffin,And I was so stupid that I was just watching him from the other side of the row, and maybe he noticed me and then he placed the books in the empty space of the row. I thought that he had left from there, so I gathered courage and went towards the road where he was standing. And seeing him suddenly, I got nervous and fell down, but I was still holding the tiffin tightly, I got nervous and started looking here and there. , I was afraid that someone might have seen me falling like this, but leave alone nearby, there was no one there except me and Moon. I was lying on my back, like someone lying on a bed... and the moon was standing in front of me. He was looking at me with strange eyes, and perhaps this was the first time he had looked at me for more than thirty seconds. He moved forward slowly, I was so nervous that I could not even get up. He came close to me and sat down on his knees, we both were looking at each other, I was trembling with fear, his eyes were on my face,After this he slowly turned his gaze to my right hand, in which I was holding the tiffin. And then he extended his hand and took the tiffin from my hand, and he once again looked at me and said """Next time you bring a tiffin for me, keep it on my seat. , and after that he took the tiffin and left from there .....And I was still lying there and was very surprised.... I was muttering to myself that """Did he know that the tiffin was for him? , but how did he know For the first time he was looking at me as if he had known me forever.I was very surprised, everything was beyond my understanding.