บท 48: Game of jealousy?

Ash's pov ; 

It feels like the same cycle again. First, he cheated with Samantha, then that strange perfume scent on him, and now this girl.

Will he cheat on with this girl as well?

Am I not worth nothing to him? Am I just a toy that he can play around with whenever he feels bored?

No! Since when have I lost my worth?

Since when have I become this fragile, that he can easily break me with his touch?

This is not me. This is not the Ash who always fights. I'm not a crybaby, so why am I crying?

I roughly wiped away my tears and straightened my posture.

No, I won't let him have the satisfaction of seeing me hurt. I won't show him the vulnerable side of mine.

I'm not an emotional mess who needs constant attention and affection.

"She's hot, isn't she?" A voice spoke behind me. I glanced over and saw Ryder standing with one hand in his pocket and another one holding a glass of drink with a wide smile on his face.