Bluesundae20

I loved and love him so much. I did everything I could to prove my love for him. He became my world. He became part of my routine. But he's not in love with me. He's my world. But for him, I am only his Prosaic Trophy.

"Marriage is the process by which two people make their relationship public, official, and permanent. It is the joining of two people in a bond that putatively lasts until death, obviously neither someone can break it. " "Marriage is about understanding, accepting who and what that person really is, and loving him/her WHOLEHEARTEDLY." "Marriage is one of the seven (7) sacraments of the church and so it is a sacred one." "Marriage involves love and battles.. Battles to fight and conserve the sacredness of marriage." That's what I believed when I'm still searching for someone to be my husband and hopefully, to spend the rest of my life with. Apparently, I got married. At first, I thought it'll lasts. But along the way, something came up or should I say, 'Someone came up to ruin what's mine.' And suddenly, what I believed in, turned into drastically nightmare. That 'someone' ruined not only my marriage, but also my life. And I will never let myself spend every single day knowing that they're happy while I'm miserable, broken and ruined. Enjoy now, spend your time with each other, because one day, I'll be back. and I'll make sure that you will suffer-- the both of you. That you will ask for forgiveness, for repentance. And repent that you ever exist in this world.. You will experience how bad A BRIDE'S REVENGE is..

"I was a good singer back then. I sing from my heart because someone taught me that way. Someone first believed in me. He was once the reason why I'd continue to sing, but we can't predict things to happen. He left me without a single word and as the time goes by, slowly, a beautiful tuned melody turned into a monotonous melody...." ----- MJ "It's just that, I cannot tell her the truth. Ayaw kong makita kung anong magiging reaksyon niya sa oras na malaman niya yung totoo. Ayaw kong maulit yung nangyari saakin dati kay Joy--- Yung babaeng una kong minahal, 7 years ago." ----- Louie "You've been wanting to join the band 7 years ago, but I never allowed you to do so. It's not like hindi ko gusto, it's just that ayaw kong suwayin ang utos nina mama't papa. Noong una kitang pinakilala sa kanila, akala ko approve ka sa kanila, but I was wrong. Very wrong. Kasi nung umalis ka, doon sinabi nina papa saakin na hindi ka nila gusto. " -----Joy "I'm sorry. I'm really really sorry that I caused you pain back then, I'm so sorry na nararamdaman mo ang mga bagay na ito ngayon. Please, forgive me..." -----Luke

"I'm breaking up with you, I'm sorry." He said while we're in a fastfood chain having our merienda. "W-hat did you say?! You're breaking up with me?!" I said while looking at his eyes but he just looked away. "Yes. We're over now.. So please, never bother me again. Bye." And then he stood up and left me here. Hindi ako makapaniwalang ganoon-ganoon lang niyang itatapon yung limang taon naming relasyon. Hindi ako nakapagsalita, hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin ko. Tumayo ako at umalis sa fastfood chain at sumakay sa kotse ko. Pinaandar ko ito at hindi ko alam kung saan ako pupunta. "FUCK THIS LIFE!!" Sigaw ko nang abutan ako ng red light sign na dapat akong tumigil sa pagdadrive tsaka sumandal sa manibela. "TARANTADO KA! DAHIL BA SA HINDI KO BINIBIGAY YUNG PANGANGAILANGAN MO, KAYA MO KO GINAGANITO NGAYON??!!!" Hala, sige. Pesteng mga luha! "WHERE DID I GO WRONG, YOU JERK?!!!! BAKIT MO GINAGAWA TO SAAKIN NGAYON! I LOVE YOU PERO SINAYANG MO YUN!" Hindi ko namamalayang umiiyak na pala ako. "DAMN YOU!!!" Sigaw ko nang biglang may bumisina mula sa likod ko, bwisit sunud-sunod pa ah! ***** Resto Bar. Tinigil ko ang sasakyan ko sa isang bar. Great. I need a drink. "Give me your best drink here." Utos ko sa bartender. Binigay niya naman saakin. Panglimang baso ko na pero hindi pa rin ako tinatablan ng kalasingan. Bawat shot ko, tumutulo yung mga luha ko. Bwisit na buhay to! "Hi miss. Alone?" Siraulo pala to eh mukha ba akong may kasama dito? "May nakikita ka bang kasama ko?" Sarkastikong sabi ko. Napangiwi naman ang lalaki sa sinabi ko. "The usual bro." Utos niya sa bartender.. "So, what's your name?" He asked me.. Tinignan ko nga tong lalaking to, gwapo. Matangos ang ilong, kissable lips, mapupungay ang mga mata, maputi, mukhang matangkad, mukhang nag-ggym to, in short. HOT. "Elle" Simpleng sagot ko sa kanya sabay shot ng alak. Langya, nahihilo na ako. "Nice name. You wanna dance?" Alok niya saakin. Tumayo na man ako tsaka hinila siya papuntang dance floor. When we reached the dance floor, I started to sway my hips while looking at him. I sexily or should I say, seductively swayed my hips while looking at him. I bite my lower lips at him. I saw him smirked at lumapit saakin. I just want to have fun, forget about everything, forget about the pain, forget about this damn life! Tumalikod ako sa kanya nung nakalapit na siya saakin. May hawak siyang baso ng wine ata yun but I continued to dance kahit nasa likod ko siya. Naramdaman kong bigla niyang hinawakan ang waist ko kaya mas ginalingan ko pa yung pagsayaw ko. "You're turning me on right now, you beautiful lady." He whispered in my ears that gives me shivers. "Did I? I should feel honoured then." "What do you want me to do?" He said and then he started to bite my left ear that leads to more sensation na nararamdaman ko. "You sure?" "Very sure." "Paligayahin mo ako." -- A/N PLEASE RATE THIS CHAPTER! ANY RATINGS, COMMENTS, OR SUGGESTIONS FROM YOU, ARE HIGHLY APPRECIATED BY THE AUTHOR OF THIS STORY. ENJOY YOUR STAY HERE AND GOD BLESS US ALL! :)

Can you love someone that no one else can see? Or..... Are you strong enough to let them know that you love her? Bulag ang pag-ibig at ganoon rin ang mga mata mo. Kaya mo bang makita ang totoo sa hindi?