It seems like I should focus on that psychiatrist therapy, I'm confused by what's really going on. Right now I'm confused as to whether everything I've experienced is reality or just a delusion in my head. I admit it, if I start to go crazy with all this.
My body was covered with sweat, I knew that like this I wouldn't be able to be a normal human being, and would forever be confined to anxiety I didn't know. I know it's a disease, and I need someone to help me, a doctor.
A month passed, and I consulted the psychology doctor again and gave me a sedative when I started to get anxious and I was feeling agitated like that. Well, it worked for a while. I haven't gone to the doctor anymore, and lived the school life again and again. Fidelya hated me even more after he lost the nomination for student council president, and his current post is just division president in the student council, unlike the one who managed to get the deputy general secretary of the student council.